Number One Wish - Nash Grier Fanfic-

All His Fault

* Isabella's POV*

The next day I woke up and got ready for school. I drove Hayes and Emma to school. Once we arived I watched them vanish off to a crowd on 7th and 8th graders. I walked to my locker and gathered my books. I looked over and seen Courtney and Nash kissing. I looked down and seen I was wearign a Nashty shirt and I yanked it off . ( It was okay because I was wearing a sports bra about to walk into gym.) 

Here Courntey! You can have this assholes shirt. I walked off making sure Nash was watching me.

Nash stared at me in gym class knowing I was the only girl in a sports bra today. I seen Josie and she pulled me to the corner of the gym. 

Dude you need to cover up! 

Why! I mumbled.

Because of your fucking bruises! She screamed as people started starring at my back.

Can I have a long sleeve?

Why? Were in gym..

I pointed at the deep cut.

What the hell?! Why did you do that? 

Because of the jerk I used to love...

She ran over to him slapping him hard across the face.

Why can't you go and fuck yourself Grier. Excuse my french but if she everr fucking dies I'm coming for you.

Nash walked out of the gym in tears and I followed.

Nash! Why do you act like you love me when you treat me like shit?! 

Maybe I am scared.

Oh really? The bully is scared of his victim.. what could you be scared of? You couldnt be scared of me killing my self or me moving! You know why? Because you are the one that will cause all of it. Don't you see? This is all your fault. 

I pointed at my scars and he pulled me in.

This one is for me... I'm the deepest pit in your life... You can move. You can never talk to me again, you will not kill your self. I will stay away from you...

He gave me one last kiss and that was it. He walked off. I ran home crying.

Honey? Are you alright? My mom worried.

No! I want to die! I hate my life!

Honey.. sit down tell me what happend.

She made tea for me.

Well Nash, he dumped me because I was staring at this guy that he calls... well fuckboy... 

I hid the trruth about the bullying and ran upstairs. I picked up a razor and cut my arm. I picked up my camera and flipped it open.

So my mom is sleeping, Hayes and Emma are probably kissing, and Nash is crying. I just wanted to say a couple of words, which will be my last and I wanna say I love you mom, Emma and Hayes. You guys were there for me and cared for me. So bye. Wait one more thing, Nash I- I hope you live happy with Courtney...

I walked outside and knocked on Nash's door.

Hi Hayes I think you and Emma should watch this.

They looked at my scar and tears fell. I walked home and unplugged the water. I picked up a pill bottle and had already took 60 pills when Nash opened my door. Everything went black.

* Nash's POV*

I watched the video and ran over to her house. She had took 60 pills and she fell to the ground.

^ 4 months later*

She was laying in the hospital bed in a coma. Everyone left as I spoke to her.

Bella. I know you can't hear me but, I just hate to see you in pain. The worst thing is your mom... she - she died, your birthday even past same with mine, you missed Christmas and now its March. I remember us in my room. You holding Skylnn, singing to her. God your voice. I miss it. I miss your lips, your pretty eyes, your laugh. I wish you were awake. Please wake up. Please. Please. I love you...

By now my face was soaking wet with tears. I kissed her hand and was on my way out.

I love you too.

I saw a pair of arms reaching out to me.. I ran and hugged her.

SHES AWAKE!! I screamed.

I need to ask you something... she whispered.

Yes?

Will you love me? Will you care about me? And will you be there for me?

Yes.

She kissed me and I sat down.

* Isabella's POV*

The doctor stood next to me.

Okay.. So since this whole thing is about, well suiside and self harm...You either need to go to rehab, or have someone you can talk to..

Well my mom-

Um.. I am sorry but she past one month ago. 

W-What? No! How long have I been here?

Four months... Nash said.

I cried into his chest...

Her mother said she will stay wiith me.. so I can handle it... Nash cried.

I went home with hNash and gathered my things. I just took two suit cases. One with all of my electronics in it and another with clothes and hair stuff. No razors... good. I texted the girls.

Isabella- Hey ycome over I'm ok.

Josie- Okay Bae.

Maggie- Okay.

And so on..

They all arrived and we hung out for at least an hour.

I cuddled up next to Nash and fell asleep.