Doctor × Idol❤

Chapter 6

    He tasted the dish and I was curious how it turned out since it's my first time and basically I dont even know how it tastes..
But the look of satisfaction in his eyes drove away all my suspicions...

" Its amazing... being your first time... You did it better than I have imagined.. You are indeed a good cook" Sean said

With his words my heart which took  me lot of effort to calm it down again started pounding..
What's wrong with me anyways?

" Really? That's good to hear Mr.Sean.. I was afraid how it will turn out to be since I never tasted the dish" I said

" With these hands of yours, You dont have to worry he said and took my hands in his

I can sense my face becoming red as beef.. I shifted my gaze and started to eat.. " Yes... yes... It.. it tastes... Good" I stuttered

"You dont look good since morning... Your face is red.. You are sweating... are you feeling alright.. You are not running a fever right?" Sean asked

" No no I'm fine.. totally fine.. it's just the weather Is hot today.. soo"

"If you say so.. If you have any problem, you can tell me" he again patted my head and smiled

At this rate I'm going to have a heartattack..

" You know sir.. You should not smile like that infront of everyone... There are lot of fans for your smile" I said looking down

No response...

I looked at him and he looked surprised and also amused..

" I'm not telling that you should not never smile..Its just..." I dont know how to finish the sentence

Ahhh.... Shit...Why did I even say that?

"No never mind... dont take it serious... I'm finished... you complete your breakfast sir... I'm going to study for some time.. You can do anything.. Feel free" I poured my words and without any gaps and stood up to leave

Man... This is totally embarrassing

"Why shouldnt I smile?" Sean caught my arm and asked

He looked amused like he caught a new play thing and that ticked a nerve in me

"What?"

"You said I shouldnt smile... I'm asking Why??"

"I said it's nothing..  just let it go sir

" No, tell me the reason then I will let you go"
Now he got up and stood infront of me... I didnt dare to raise my head and look at him

" Because it causes palpitations in my heart and I'm afraid I will get arrhythmias and I'll end up in Cardiac failure" I blurted almost shouted

"What?" He looked confused and let go of my hand

"You asked me a reason and there you have it sir... so I'm going to study" I was about to leave when he again caught my hand and pulled me close..
" But I didnt understand what you saida

The proximity increased my heart rate and redness crept my face...

I hope he cant hear my heart pounding..

"I dont care... You asked and I said.."
I forced myself out of his hand and walked away from him to my door and closed it as fast as I  could

My knees felt weak and I sat on the floor hugging my knees to my chest..

Man... This is going out of control.. should handle the situation better.. And it's only 1st day... It's going to be a lot of work

I played his song and once the peaceful song now brought back memories of what happened earlier and it is now disturbing my peace..

I lost it..totally

Sigh...I should study...

After a very difficult time, I started studying and the time ran fast... Its 2 PM already...
What!!! Its 2PM.. Why didnt he call me to cook lunch.. He must be hungry

I thought and came out of the room to see dishes already cooked placed on the table and they smell and look delicious...

There are 2 sets of bowls... There is rice.. Eggs.. Salmon... and a Curry

Sean did all of this? He knows how to cook? But where is he?

I went into his room and there he is lying down on the bed which he made using the three chairs in his room...
He is sleeping with the book on his face
I saw that the book is nothing but a dictionary.. and the page he was looking at has the words that I spoke earlier
Arrhythmia

I smiled but at the same time I was afraid whether he understood what I said... I placed the book on the table and wanted to wake him up for lunch
But he looked so peaceful while sleeping... his face is beautiful not even a mark on his face.. His features are outstanding.. With my fingers just above his lips not touching them I put I thumb and index finger together and separated them liking making him smile...

I smiled and just then I noticed that he is awake... I withdrew my hand hurriedly and stepped back

My face became red and words stuck in my throat
When did he wake up? Did he notice what I did?

"What are you doing?" He asked

" Um... Um... Noth...Nothing"....
"Just came to c... call you for lunch... " I said and came out of the room

What the Hell Dais.... You are done... Now he will be creeped out by me.. He will definitely leave