Doctor × Idol❤

Chapter 13

Daisy POV:

I woke up to the alarm ringing at 7 AM and I was shocked to see Sean sleeping beside me... I'm holding his hand
My heart started beating rapidly as I saw his face so close early in the morning.... I was reluctant to get up or to wake him

Suddenly he slowly opened his eyes and caught me staring at him. I was shocked and I released his hand... My face turned red and as I was about to get up Sean caught me and pulled me..
I fell on bed again with Sean facing me

No words came out of my mouth.. I was surprised and my words struck in my throat
With a smirk on his face Sean said "Slept well?"

"Wh- wh-what are y-you tal talking?"

"You held my hand so tight while sleeping that it almost became pale.. How did you sleep with a my hand in yours?"

"I- I di- did? I'm... I'm sorry..."

Suddenly my mobile rang and I saw it's my mom and I pushed Sean aside and took my mobile and ran out of the room.

Taking a deep breath, I answered the call

"Hey mom! How are you?"

"I'm fine.. How are you? Are you eating properly? How are your studies? Any problem?"

"Everything is fine mam.. I'm eating three times a day and I'm having a proper meal... Studies are going on just fine.. How is grand ma doing?"

"Yeah I called to say that.. She is doing fine but it may take me a few more days to return.. You see, she is recovering and she wants me to stay with her.. soo.."

"Its fine mom.. She needs you there right now.. I'm doing good... Take care mom"

"Ok.. Then bye..Eat properly  and Take care"

"Yeah bye mom"

After the call, I wanted to enter the house but i remembered everything that happened and I couldn't gather the courage to go in so I went into the garden to calm my thoughts

The whole day I ignored Sean.. I tried my best not to cross my paths with Sean..
It's not because I didnt want to see him.. it's just I dont know how to face him after what happened.. Why did he do that? And now whenever I see him, my heart pounds like crazy

In the evening, as I was studying Sean came to me and stood beside my study table... I looked up but didnt meet his eyes
"What is it, Mr.Sean?"

"Why are you avoiding me?"

"Wh- what? I- I'm not!"

"Then why aren't you looking at me?"
He asked frustrated

I gathered all the courage and looked at him but I couldn't control mu face flushing
"No- nothing like that... So tell me Mr.Sean... Why are you here?"

*Gasp* Did I sound harsh?
I looked at him and he looked hurt.. It pained my heart.. But I didnt say anything

"You said we will start ou music classes today" he said

Yeah right.. Today we should start our music classes.. But I'm not ready to face him now.. What should I do?

"Um... sorry!!! To- today I have a lot to st- study!! Ca- can we start to- tomorrow?"

He stared at me for some time but he didnt say any thing and just left the room

I took a deep breath.. What's wrong with me? This cant go on like this!! I should control my feelings as soon as possible.. This feels totally awkward

Next day too, I avoided talking to sean.. Even thought he tried to start a conversation i just responded quickly..

Then 2 days went on and I was able to calm myself down but then I realised that Sean didnt talk to me as before... He stopped starting a conversation as before.. When I started one he just answered with a "Hmm" or "Ok"

Sean is avoiding me

I couldn't take it anymore and I went to his room and I saw him on call.. He didnt notice me as he continued to speak to the other person on call

"Yeah!! It's been 8 days already.. When can I leave here and come back?"

Listening those words, my heart stopped beating

Sean wants to leave..

"Yeah everything is fine... it's just... it doesn't feel right staying in other peoples house for such a long time

I couldn't talk to him so I just left the room and walked into the garden..
I sat on the bench and I remembered all  the things that happened and tears formed in my eyes just thinking that those moments are never going to happen

Wow! Recently I'm crying a lot!!

I didnt have lunch that day and Sean didnt call me and It made me more sad.. I just sat there but even when I force myself to not think about these, all the thoughts just pop up in my head one afterthe other

It became dark with only moonlight in the garden, but still I couldn't clear my thoughts
Then Sean came to me and stood there and said
"I'm leaving in 3 days"

No Daisy... Dont let your emotions overtake your conscience... you decided to stay quiet.. Dont cry now

"Thank you for everything " he said

"Oh really!! So it's time already... you dont need to thank me...  Actually I should thank you for everything you have done" I forced a smile as I looked at him

He stared at me... I couldn't control my emotions that are about to overflow through my eyes.. So I just looked away and got up from the bench

"Oh man!! Here I thought I could learn some music.. Haha... I didnt even learn anything.. So I missed a  chance huh!!"

"......."

Him being silent made me even more sad

"Let's have a farewell party then" I  said
"Today I'll cook my best desserts... Wait for it" I said and I just left without waiting for a reply..
Now that my injury is almost healed, I walked faster and suddenly I felt pain in my sprained ankle and stumbled. But I didnt stop and entered the house and directly to the kitchen

It hurts..

I didnt know where it hurts more... My heart or my ankle

By dinner I prepared everything and called Sean.. He brought with him a bottle of alcohol.. And I stared at it

"What? You said it is a farewell party" he said

"Yeah... It's fine.. its fine

"Wow the dishes look delicious... you did all these? Great"

I Got up and brought a glass with me..

"Where is yours?"

"Oh sorry I dont drink.. I never had"

"What seriously?"

"Yeah"

"Oh then... I shouldnt drink too"

"No no... It's really alright.. you can have it"
I dont know what I thought but I wanted to drown my sorrows and they say Alcohol is the best medicine to forget any kind of pain

"On the other note... Why dont I have some today? It's your farewell!!""