Every night I die alone in peace
Every day I cross the same road
Every hour I take those same pills
To calm my anxiety
To sleep properly
I don't know what to do anymore
I wanna dissapear for a long timeee
Now even my room's telling me to go out
To go out and live my life
And live my life
Life.......
My dad wants me to be happy
So he is making me a brat
And I
I pretend to be happy to see them happy
But deep down they know I'm not happy
Its just all a mess
I'm a mess
