Magic Shop (IZ*ONE FF AND AU)

Chapter 10: The girl who is left alone

Lonely is not being alone, it's the feeling that no one cares.
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5 years ago

She was busy with her phone playing something really interesting, no one actually bothers her when she's playing or else.. she'll be monster

"Honey.. you should stop playing that.. at anytime we'll arrive to South Korea." Says her mom

"A minute wouldn't be bad... just give me some and i'll be done." She said eyes glued on her phone

"Honey you should let you eyes rest, you can't stop yourself playing with your phone." It was her father worriedly said

"I'm fine dad." She said shortly... but to her nightmare her game stop and made a red word in front of her saying

"You're Dead.... Game over."

"Omagash! Why oh why.." she sulk on the words written in front of her

" i died." She sulk again.

"Honey, be ready we will arrive at Korea in any minute" said her father

To her its useless to play again after the word she hates the most appeared, she close her eyes being tired and sleepy at the same time
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Sakura find herself being tapped by someone..

"What?" She muttered and open her eyes

"Ma'am...? Were here in South Korea.. i think you should exit the plane..you are the only one inside." Sakura bolted up when she heard the Japanese accent of the flight attendant

She search for her parents,while her eyes are getting worried, the male attendant assist her to exit the plane.... that's where sakura find herself missing... she look everywhere And she can't even find Japanese people in airport...

She look like a crazy woman who is searching for something, messing her hair and rubbing her face.. her frustration and confused face is readable

"Mom, Dad?!" She shouted in Japanese

She continue looking in airport, she suddenly started acting aggressively who kept on pulling people in front of her and try to look at their face if they're the one she's looking for.

"Miss... excuse me. But the people are starting to complain about-" the guard was stopped when sakura look for more people

"I have to find my parents." Sakura said in Japanese while the guard just look at her suspiciously

He look at sakura and call something on his walkie talkie

He thought she said
"I'm not going anywhere unless i kill him"

The more the guards arrive sakura find herself tired looking for her parent

She's only 15 and she can't do anything. Plus she's not fluent in korean

"Ma'am... i'm sorry but you have to leave. This isn't a place where you can stay long." A guard harshly grab sakura's wrist and harshly throw her away

The crowd started to look at her pity and laugh at her, she felt embarrassed and numb at the same time.... how can someone leave her alone.

To sakura's deep thought a man made his way in-front of her and kneel while his holding a girl same as her age while looking at her confusedly

"Hey what are you doing there? Why are you sitting mess there?" He asked but sakura just look at him in confused cold face

"What?" She asked numbly

"She's Japanese." The girl that the man's holding said

"Oh... then- why are you here and where are your parents or are you with someone." Sakura widen her eyes and look down again and shake her head in a cute way

"Then why are you look so lost here? The guard will throw you away again... come i'll help you. This place isn't safe for foreigners like you." Sakura look hesitating while shivering at the man's Japanese deep accent

"You can Trust us. We have a hospital. You can live there until your parents find you." The girl fluently speak at her in Japanese

Sakura didn't hesitate and nod.. she's a girl who don't trust people easily but the girl beside the man surely is sincere and comfortable with

Months turns to year pass and sakura learn korean language at started locking herself up and play with gadgets, she's not tired waiting for her parents... but someone got her attention..

A girl who keep on visiting her sister who was sick. Her cute face.. those smile crept on her face.. sakura knew she isn't straight and that she find the girl who keep on visiting her sister attractive.

Everyday.. sakura will ask the nurse that she'll take a walk and her destination is the attractive girl's dance room... she'll watch her sing dance and rap... sakura could only find herself smiling when she kept on seeing her....

A year turn into years. Sakura find herself changing... she always escape on hospital and watch the girl... she'll get scolded and she'll lock herself up and tried to kill herself...

She'll play gadgets close every thing that provides lights, she'll drink her medicine but starve herself... she talk less and start ignoring everyone.. she started to feel tired and kept on throwing people away..

But she never found the reason why her parent left her.

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She kept her eyes open wide looking in the wall

"How did everything go wrong?"

She asked she never found the attractive girl in the dance room... she felt sad because she didn't save the girl when she tried to kill herself

She still kept on killing herself... her teary eyes can still be seen...

She misses her parents... she misses to be loved again... it hurt her more the way she ignore the pain.

"What's the purpose of life?" She asked.

No one can answer her because there's no one. She smirked and look for her extra syringe with poison she steal on a dark market

"The more i ignore it, the more it hurts."

"We can live. Live like a dead person."

"Open your eyes to truth.. but there's no truth in open eyes."

"Let everything go and start a new life. But life let me go and waste a new life."

"Everything turns to nothing."

"Love turns to Hurt."

"Lessons turn to Pain."

"Life turns to Death."

She finally made contact with the needle of the syringe

"We will meet in the after life.... Attractive Girl."
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Hey guys... miss me? I'm actually not that busy.. i got addicted to plants vs zombies. And my brain was empty for new chapters that's why i plan to update today.. wait for more

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