Don't disappear.....
Yujin could see her gloomy face in the mirror.. she never gains her energy back... she barely stand straight due to her stress on her life...
She tried smiling in the mirror but it always seems fake... it is Fake
"This will kill me." She said pointing to herself, she's always weak but she still finds her way to gain energy... but now. She looked drained. Is she drained?
As she close her eyes.. sobs. She can hear sobs. She opened her eyes and peak on the bathroom door
"I'm afraid." Eunbi said to a sobbing yena
"I'm afraid she has to leave us when we really need her." Eunbi said while yena kept herself covered by her arms
"I'-m a-a-af-fraid... unnie." She said sobbing.
Yujin's heart broke into pieces seeing the first one she saved crying.. she want to hug her.. but why do her self stop herself
"I-i can't imagine my life without her too... but we had to be strong... yujin dislike a gloomy and sad mood." Eunbi said stuttering while saying the words she let out
Yena nodded and wipe her face using her clothes.. she smiled at eunbi as if nothing happens. And slightly they disappear
Yujin close the bathroom door.. she lean her back while slowly sliding down... her heart aches so much. She thought saving someone and making them her friends will make her happy.. but it made her heart burst and tear apart.
"Now i'm scared." She muttered as liquid fall from her eyes, her body is shaking... she felt so sad... but she has to fight it or else everyone will be sad too
She stand up ready to walk at her dad's office she was about to knock when she heard it again.. sobs.
"Honey, i told you.. crying won't do anything... yujin would just hate seeing you cry." Her dad sweetly and softly said to Her mom
"I'm scared... scared of giving her up. I'm scared of losing her. I pray everyday.. just to make her stay here..."
"By my side." Her mom said while crying her dad can't do anything but to hug his wife
"I also want her to stay.. for more longer... longer than mine..... but yujin will suffer if she keep herself stuck with the sickness..." he mentioned letting his tears fall
They can't take the thought of yujin leaving them.. her smile will fade in one click
Yujin who witnessed everything felt weak again... she was also afraid.. but she dislike to show it because she don't want this to happen.
She stopped herself from tearing apart or else someone will see her.. wiping the still un fallen tears. She stand up. She close her eyes before
"I'm Afraid..."
Yujin sprinted into run when she heard the voice of them saying their afraid to lose her.
Even though she's fast people could still see her face... her tired and restless face.
"AH!!!!!!!!!!" She shouted on top of her lungs as she finally made it to the Sea cliff.... no one can hear her.. only the beautiful view will
"I don't want to disappear!"
"I don't want to go!"
"I'm not yet ready!"
"I want to do more!!"
"I want to live more!"
"I hate to disappear..... i can't disappear!!"
She shouted on top of her lungs.. strong wind kept on hitting her
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Magic Shop (IZ*ONE FF AND AU)
Fanfictiona girl who is suffering from leukemia spend her 1 year life span by saving her new 11 friends who has a suicidal thoughts and trying to commit suicide !!!!!!!WARNING!!!!!! This story include suicide thoughts and suicide attempts... this fiction is a...
