True Love Can't Be Broken (editing)

Chapter 4

I just looked at him and smirked not knowing what else to do. We just looked at each other.
"Could you please head out?" He asked me sternly, I just nodded not wanting to get in trouble anymore than I already was.

I kind of knew what he was going to do with his manhood, I mean it was pretty obvious whatever he was gonna do.

I got my books for my classes and I can start coming to school the soonest next Monday and today was Wednesday so I had a few days off which was fine with me. At least I can finish writing maybe a few songs if I muster up any motivation within the new few days.

I went to get Solange and just got some Panda Express on the way since I didn't wanna have to cook today.

We arrived to see our parents laying down on the foldable couch cuddling each other. I smile and thought of how awesome and sweet my parents are. They're just amazing. I wouldn't wish for more. I kissed my mom on her forehead and I did the same with my dad. I grabbed a blanket and put it over dad, and then fixed the blanket mom was in. They both have day offs today so its rest day for both of them.

I thought of the dream I had yesterday and decided to call Kelly and tell her about it.

FLASHBACK

After what had happened we both got inside the car and drove off to the video shoot. "Bey, Jermaine! Thank you both for coming!" Kelly said looking really happy we came and supported her, Of course I'll support her, shes my sister!

"Hey Kellz!" I said sounding happy even though I really wasn't. But seeing Kelly made me happy. "Hey Kelly" He said while hugging her, I need to tell her whats happening, Beyoncé focus you need to do this I hugged her and then whispered "Kellz Can we talk?" "Sure babe lets go" Thank god! She grabbed my hand and took me inside her studio. "What? What happened? Tell me now Bey I need to know!" She yelled at me.

FLASHBACK ENDS

I stopped thinking about it because I couldnt do it. Every time I thought about it. My heart would ache. My body would become sore, he truly hurt me. Even tho it wasn't really that physically, he would push me, slap me nothing that bad. I still felt like it was something that I did to him. I feel like I made him snap. He wasn't like this before. He was the kindest. He just, he just changed. He's evil. Jermaine the man I loved was gone.

I ended up falling asleep and of course I could never escape this, I dreamt of the same thing again my parents came in my room and just layed next to me. My mom started crying. My mom then shifted to look at me. "Baby, whats wrong? Did you dream about him again?" I nodded and started crying harder. "Dont think about him bubba, he hurt you. Just know we're here for you Beyoncé" I nodded and hugged my mom and my dad. They left my room and went back to the couch.

I wasn't exactly sure on what I should do at this point because everything just seemed to confused me. I would go to therapy but I wasn't sure if it was worth it. Will it actually help me?

I got on my phone and started looking for the best therapist in the New York area and came across a familiar name 'Shawn Carter' this man was all over the place jeez. I put my phone down and had music playing casing me to fall asleep again hoping I wouldn't dream about it again

The next day

I didn't need to go to school today thank god because after what happened in his office already put me in an uncomfortable position. I mean it was practically my fault but still it was uncomfortable. But what I saw still made me feel bad and I don't know but very good.

Solange was dropped off by my mom since she didn't leave until like 8:30 so she was fine. So I just stayed in bed and then I got a notification on my phone (347) 123-6678
I was surprised. How did this man get my number? Oh wait. He's the principal so he has records.

S: Beyoncé hello, it's Shawn Carter

B: Mr. Carter,  hello. What can I do for you?

S: Nothing really. You signed up for therapy last night. Just got a chance to see the notification a few mins ago.

B: Oh, yes. When could we talk?

S: Your choice. We can talk now if you come to the school or we can meet up somewhere else after school. If not we can meet up another time

B: I'll be fine with after school Mr. Carter

S: Starbucks?

B: Sure. Can you send me the address?

S: 45 W Fourth St New York, NY  10012, United States. Meet you there at 4:30.

I went all about my day but once it turned 3:30 I decided to dress up and look nice. I mean I know it's a therapy session we will still be out in public and I wanted to look presentable

I think I looked pretty nice in this outfit. I grabbed my coat and headed out telling my parents that I was just going out with a friend. I didn't exactly need them knowing that I needed therapy.

I arrived at the Starbucks a few minutes early so that I could reserve our seats since I knew many students would be coming here in a few minutes. I found a table and went on my phone just waiting for him to show up.

I felt someone's presence in front of me and it was Mr. Carter he just smiled at me and I stood up and said hi and we both sat back down.

"Sorry I'm late. A professor needed my help with something" I just nodded "So tell me a glimpse of your situation? He took out his pen and paper so he could write it down

I didn't exactly feel comfortable talking here in public since I knew that they would expose and use this against me and Jermaine. As if I cared about him but still.

"I don't feel exactly comfortable saying it here" I whispered while looking around indicating since there was A LOT of people.

He nodded and looked at me "Understandable, lets go to my house?"
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How was it? I still haven't got the hang of writing just yet, it's been so long!

Also stay safe and health you guys ❤️