The break up plan - Jenlisa

Break up attempt

Jennie's

"Like what the hell is wrong with you?!" I exclaimed. We're standing right now in front of each other in the living room. She's watching a series that she watched already before I came to confront her.

She's been avoiding me for 2 days already! The first day was okay because maybe she's just tired but right now she's clearly ignoring me! And it's annoying. I can't get cuddles, hugs and kisses! This is so frustrating!

Lisa and I are together for 6 years already. It was very hard to hide our relationship but we still manage to do so. YG knows about us, main reason why he's being a cunt whenever I cling to Lisa or vice versa. Our close friends and of course Jisoo and Rosé knows about us too.

"Look Jennie, I have something to tell you" She said while leading me to the couch and rubbing my shoulders to soothe me.

I looked at her with a seriously annoyed face.

"What is it? What's wrong baby?"

"I'm actually thinking, been thinking lately and I'm sorry for ignoring you. Nini, baby, I think its the best if we'll just break up. For blinks, for Rosé and Jisoo, I don't want to ruin us, Blackpink, just because people won't accept us."

This is what I'm afraid of, I'm not afraid of YG, I don't care if there's a lot of people who's going to hate us just because we love each other, but I'm afraid of Lisa and the way how she thinks, how firm she can be with her decisions.

I'm in the verge of crying. I won't let her go. I love her so damn much!

"No fucking way! You're not breaking up with me Lisa! I fucking swear! If you're going to break up with me I will kill myself!" I shouted at her face.

Panic showed to her eyes but she masked it right away.

"Jennie you can't do that are you crazy? Come on you have to see the bigger picture! Can't you see everyone is overreacting about every interactions that we'll both make. Can't you read all those hate comments about US being together?!"

"I don't fucking care! All I care is that we love each other! And I'm fucking serious Lalisa, I'm going to kill myself so try me!" I stood up.

She's now pulling her hair in disbelief. I'll go for suicide if it means not having her in my life.

"Baby, look, okay I'm sorry. No one's going to kill herself okay?" She walked towards me and cupped my face. I leaned on her head and closed my eyes. Feeling each others breathing. I'm now calm.

"I love you nini. I'm sorry for being  ridiculous. I just wanted to save you from this mess"

"If saving me means losing you then you're the one who's putting my life in danger. I can't live without you Lisaya." tears are streaming down my face. Lisa always think of other people. sometimes she's forgetting to think about herself too.

"Alright baby I'm sorry. Let's go to our room and cuddle."

"Lili! I'm heavy!" I chuckled and she laughed. She lifted me bridal style.

"Yeah, you should exercise more Yeobo you're getting heavier everyd-- ouch!" I smacked her head before she can finish. She carried me to our room and I lay my head on her chest.

"I love you so much Lili. Don't ever leave me."

"I love you more yeobo. Let's go to sleep we have to wake up tomorrow at 9."

And we fell asleep. I'm hoping that Lisa won't attempt to breakup with me again because if I wasn't able to convince her to stay with me, surely Jennie Kim commits suicide will be in front of the newspapers tomorrow.