Enjoying the Danger. [Book1 of Leila's story]

Lessons

LEILA'S POV
On our way home I asked if we could stop at a range so I could keep my "date" with Christian. Carmichael agreed, phones the other bosses and they said they would like to watch and shoot as well. We got to the range and I was in conversation with Christian about how good of a shot he is.
"How is your grouping? Do you try for head or body shots?"
He though for a moment
"Mostly body, I need to work more on my groupings for head shots."
I nodded and once everyone was ready we began shooting. I love coming to the range, it therapeutic.
I was giving ongoing advice to Christian. How to stand, where to point. Kill shots, torture shots, where the most damage can be done. After 15 minutes of talking to him I showed him what I was talking about. While I was shooting everyone stopped and watched. Shooting was one thing I learned from my parents, I had to know how to not only kill but how to maim and cause the most damage and pain. I started going to the ranges and shooting with my grandma when I was 14. It took me two years to convince her to let me, it was something we bonded over. She hated the fact that her daughter took her children and entered a cult. She never met any of my siblings, my mother left home at 15 and my grandmother never saw her again. My father and her were a few of the parents the cops killed when they raided us.
After shooting we said our goodbyes to the others and made our way back "home".
"Leila, I need to ask you your feelings on all that has happened. I know for only knowing us for 3 days a lot has happened. I would like to know that you are okay." Carmichael asked cutting through all conversation. Michael, Christian and Carmichael looked at me, Damien kept his head down waiting my response. I smiled at them and took Damiens hand. He looked at me when I spoke.
"To be honest I feel like I'm living a dream or reading one of those romance novels. I keep finding me wanting to pinch myself. I was happy, or so I thought, with the way my life was, but since meeting your family I've realized I was just going through the motions. I enjoy the company of your Family, immediate and extended, I honestly enjoy the jobs you've asked me to do.  I never realized how much of an influence my parents actually had and how much I miss feeling like who I am is okay. None of you look at me with disgust or fear and it's comforting.  So I am okay, and in some aspects more than okay. I am looking forward to being a part of your family. Thank you for the opportunities you have given me."
I smile at him and he smiles back. I look to Damien who isn't smiling he is just staring at me and my stomach starts to do flips. He squeezes my hand with his unreadable facial expression then turns to his father.
"I want her to stay, to be MINE, and connected to this family permanently. I will not rush anything, but father I want you to know what my intentions are. I want her by side for everything that I do."
I can feel myself blush and my heart race, then I feel sad and stop smiling.
"If that's what you want Damien then you need to know that I can't have kids.  I know family is everything for you but thi.."
"I know and that's okay." He tells me taking my chin in his hands smiling at me.
"I've read your medical history remember, and that's fine with me. If you want kids then we can adopt or even find a surrogate, but we have time. Now I just want us. I will NOT let you go, I am serious when I say your are MINE Leila, mine and mine alone." I smile at him and he kisses me. Which is interrupted by Christians "Awwwwww big bad brother found his kryptonite, watch out Damien she's gonna chew you up."  Damien scowl sets everyone in the car chuckling.
"I'm glad you will stay with us Leila, my wife will definitely be happy." Carmichael says with a smile.
When we arrive back and Carmen is glowing and Elizza and her are having a conversation in the foyer.
"What's this now?"
Carmichael asks giving Elizza a kiss.
"Father Miranda will be in town next week and wants to know if I can go out with her. There is this new club in the city we want to check out, please please."
Her eyes look like a begging puppy but Carmichael is not moved.
"After what happened last time Carmen I'm not sure that's a good idea." His tone told her not to argue and her high spirits dropped.
"But I haven't seen Miranda in almost a year and and.."
"If I accompany them with Marcus and Sebastian will that be okay? I don't want to overstep any.."
Carmichael looks at me and I stop talking thinking I've put my foot in my mouth.
"I can agree to that, as long as you stay close to Leila Carmen, and I am serious child."
Carmens lets out an ear piercing squeal and hugs her father then hugs me. She stops in front of Damien who is smiling at her and she gets serious making him raise an eyebrow.
"If you fuck this up I will hate you and make your life a living hell." Her hands are plastered on her hips and in that moment she looks like her father. All of the quirky is gonna and there stands a formidable foe. When she gets older she is going to be a force to reckon with. Damien unfazed pinches her cheek and smiles at her.
"No worries baby sister, Leila is mine and I will make sure she is happy."
She slaps his hand and then takes her two fingers and points from her eyes to his making everyone laugh. We say our good nights and Damien follows me to my room. Before he walks in I turn around with a shocked facial expression.
"Excuse me but this is my room, and I told you I can't have random men just waltz....."
He shoves me, closes the door and then kisses me. His hands begin his unbuttoning my shirt never breaking our kiss. I begin to help him disrobe and when we are naked he picks me up, I wrap my legs around his waist and he carries me to the bathroom. He turns on the shower while I take my hair down and brush it. Once in we take turns washing each other our hands exploring everywhere. With a growl he spins me around and pushes me against the wall rubbing his hardon against my ass.
"I think I want you to cum love, now and then several more times before this night is over".
He slides his cock between my legs teasing me with it. I can feel my body start to heat and my skin prickle with goosebumps.
"Well I'd like to see you try" I smirk over my shoulder. With another growl he thrust his cock into me and I can't help but moan. His arms go under mine gripping my shoulder as he thrusts slow and hard.
"Your pussy was made for me, fuck it's so good."
He bites my neck and my body shudders. He reaches his left hand down and rubs my clit, I can feel my orgasm build and he thrusts faster.
"Damien, I'm gonna cum, oh god"
Faster and harder he thrust whispering in my ear.
"You are MINE, all MINE, you cum only for me and only when I say you can."
He starts to rub faster and thrust harder I can feel my climax coming, my pussy tightens and he whispers " Ask me to cum Leila, ask for permission for your pussy to cum around my cock"
I can feel it almost there and he stops causing to whimper "Ask me or you don't cum" he bites down on my neck and I moan
"Please Damien make me cum, please please let me cum"
He growls and starts thrusting fast and hard and before I know it my pussy clenches again.
"Cum for me Leila, cum on my cock"
And with that I cum so hard the room spins and I can feel his cock emptying inside me. My body is like putty and he shapes it to his liking.
"Good girl now dry off and get in the bed."