"Im Very Aware"

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"(Y/n) Please, I'm begging you"
Enola was standing at the other side of my desk while I was in the middle of working on another invention

"Look, Enola if you're planning on running away with me I don't think I'll be any help"
I told her not looking away from the blueprint

"Stop doubting yourself, I know you better than anyone else in the world"

"Ah, it is because you're the only one in the world who knows me, and perhaps you already know that I'm a slow runner?"
I chuckled to myself

"(Y/n) you have me! I thought you trusted me and yet here you are acting like we haven't been dealing with troubles for the past three years"

My writing on the parchment became faster and my hands started to tremble
"This is completely different! You're planning on running away and ignoring the fact that people will come after you, this is very unsafe and I can't afford to-"

"You're scared"
She cut me off completely. I felt ashamed to be showing her this side of me. I stopped writing on the old parchment and slowly glanced at her.
She wasn't wrong but I didn't know how to respond to that

"Hopefully you see where I'm coming from, There's a lot to fear out there, Enola. I wish I had your determination and courage but..."

"It seems like you already forgot your promise. Best mates stick side by side, remember?"

Over the years I developed the fear of not being able to finish my creations, especially this one I'm working on at the moment, I call it a flashlight! I know it sounds pathetic but hear me out, this is a very helpful tool when it comes to walking alone in dark alleys or just anywhere dim

"I-"

It's alright (Y/n), I shouldn't have forced you to do this. I best be going, have a good evening
She said before turning the door handle

"Wait!"
I quickly stood up my chair and making a loud grind on the wooden floor. She turned around mouth slightly opened with a hint of hope in her eyes

"I'll...I'll prepare, wait for me outside"
She smiled from ear to ear and nodded before exiting the room. Oh goodness me what did I get myself into? I trust Enola but I don't trust myself in keeping me alive. I'm not ready to lose my life at such a young age, I still have so much I want to accomplish! What about my flashlight?! I'll bring it with me just in case. It's is going to be a long day...











                 𝔹𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕪, 𝕀 𝕊𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕐𝕠𝕦

                 𝔹𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕪, 𝕀 𝕊𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕐𝕠𝕦

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"You ready?"
Enola asked me giving me a smile

"No, but I've already made up my mind"

"Did you really have to bring all your gadgets?"
She said pointing out the heavy bag I'm carrying

"I didn't bring everything, I only have my compass, map, lighter, oh and my screwdriver, binoculars, my pliers, blueprints for my flashlight, grips-"

𝔹𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕪, 𝕀 𝕊𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕐𝕠𝕦🧭. (Tewksbury x reader)Where stories live. Discover now