A Protector and A Hunter

Damaged

Chapter 6

This is how I picture Ryan

Warning: Self Harming and severe violence in this chapter

Bryans POV

I am such an idiot its been a few days since Logan left and Ryan is now petrified of me and Declan just sighs and chases after Roxanna who chases after Ryan because he is in tears all thanks to seeing me. Agh I'm sick of this I should have gone with Logan and gotten myself killed so Ryan will be safe from me. I go into my room yes I moved out of the bedroom with Ryan in it because I don't want to see him cry. I sit on my bed and I look at one of Logan's knives he left and I grab it and hold it to my wrist maybe if Ryan smells my blood when they get back it will be to late I'll be dead and hopefully he can feed on me. I drag the blade across my wrist over the now almost healed wounds but I made sure they wouldn't heal and once a wolf doesn't heal scars he can't heal them again. I moan as I feel physical pain but its not enough to stop my broken heart and I watch the blood run down my arm and I snarl and cut another deep cut and I watch as the blood runs down my arm I hiss in pain. Shit its to much I need to clean some up. I get up and wonder over to the bathroom dazed and I clean the wounds I feel very weak and I lay down on the bed and I pass out from a small loss of blood.

Ryan's POV

I sniff the air of the house and I snarl. "Why do I smell Bryan's blood" I snarl and Roxy's head snaps up we rush up to his bedroom and he's pasted out on the bed but his sleeves are rolled up. Roxy gasps and berries her face in Declans chest and my eyes go wide as I see all the cuts on Bryan's wrists on the left wrist is a sloppy craved Ryan in his skin. Declan holds Roxanna and I walk slowly towards the unconscious werewolf and I reach out and touch his wrist his eyes snap open and he shoves me away and hides the cuts. I dismiss Declan and Roxanna I look over at Bryan who is staring out the window. "Ryan you need to leave its not safe for you around me." He whispers but I hear him loud and clear. I step closer to him and he snarls at me. He never snarls at any of us let alone me. He looks up at me with tears in his eyes "I don't want to hurt you again." He sobs and runs out the door. I chase him into the forest before he gets anywhere I scream. "I'm not afraid OF you I'm afraid FOR you!" He stops and turns to look at me, "What?" He whispers and I nod and walk over to him. "I'm scared I will lose myself when I feed that I'll hurt you I'm afraid I won't just mark you I'll kill you. You didn't scare me I scared myself. Puppy you turned me on when you took me it hurt yes but god it was worth it." I say stroking his cheek. "But you cried every night screaming out my name. Your eyes were wide when you saw me and you have been running away from me crying." He says softly and I kiss his lips and he sobs.

"I cried cause I hurt you and the dreams are wet dreams baby they make me go crazy and Declan punishes me at your biding making me scream for you but I wake up in tears cause it ends baby. I run away because I'm embarrassed baby." I whisper holding his cheek. His eyes are soft and tears stream down his face I kiss his lips. "Baby I love you please move back in." I ask and he nods slowly. I take his hand. As we are walking back Roxanna messages me in my head. "Logan is back but he is weak the wolves are all alright he says he needs you and Bryan in doors now and guarded." My eyes widen and I hold my puppy close and reply. "Roxy we are coming now make sure Logan is alright first." "No Ryan you don't understand Bryan can reproduce and if Chad gets his hands on Bryan we will lose him." She yells in my head and I grab Bryan and we run faster then light and arrive at the mansion. "How is this possible?!" I boom and Bryan whimpers as my dominant personality comes out.

Logan's POV

I was captured after I attacked Chads hidden small army camp. I have been tortured and interrogated for 3 days now. Thank god my wolves weren't harmed or captured. "Wake up gorgeous time for your breakfast." Says Kyle a very sexy but very cruel vampire guard. He is only cruel when the others are a round but so nice when they aren't he's the reason I'm still alive. I sense two other vampires there but then they leave. "Logan you need to get out of here hun so I slipped some blood into the glass its bear blood it should give you strength." Kyle whispers and uncuffs me so I can eat. "Please just promise to rescue me when you can?" He asks and I nod. Roxanna will love him. Since I've been here Kyle has told me of Chad's plan how he plans on kidnapping my baby again and raping him creating a child. Only the ultimate alpha can reproduce any type of offspring not matter what he or she is. But it may kill Bryan and the baby if one does not sacrifice them selves to save them both.

I drink the blood and I regain enough strength to push Kyle against the wall and I kiss him. "Come with me now and I will look after you." I say and he thinks it over and then looks at me and nods and I take his hand and we sneak out of the basement and run for the closest window and jump through it. Kyle picks me up bridal style and runs with me to the river we run through the water washing away our scent as we run into the trees and arrive at the base camp. I howl weakly and my wolves appear in human form. Jarred runs to me and picks me up and a very angry looking Richard is snarling at Kyle. Suddenly I hear a sharp in take of breath and the twins Nathen and Landon are in front of the army vampire in between him and a pissed off Richard. "Richard heal." I say and he hisses and backs away and the twins pull back. I hear Kyle moan as the twins take his hands. I smirk Kyle will definitely be a busy boy now running my entire pack and the security for my puppy. "Jarred." "Yes Logan?" He answers calmly. "Take me home to my baby." I say and I just pass out into blackness.