my rants

suicide

If you ever feel like you want to die stop and ask yourself these six questions:
1)why do I want to die?
2) do I really want to die?
3) how would this make those who care about me feel?
4) who loves me ?
5) would my death affect the world ?
6) how would my death affect the world ?

I am going to answer every one of these questions for you right now.

Answer 1) You may want to die for several reasons . Maybe you are being bullied . Maybe you feel that no one cares. Maybe you lost someone/something important to you. Maybe life hurts. Maybe someone told you to kill yourself.  Ok well let me tell you something about each one of these situations. THEY DONT MATTER . You are fucking amazing and beautiful.  If someone bullies you it is because they are insecure and hurt. If someone tell you to kill here self they are fucked up and seriously mental.  Yeah life hurts but guess what so did falling off a bike as a kid but we got back up there. It hurts when your tooth is loose but as kids we still lost teeth. Life is fucking endless pain and I'm not gonna tell you its not.....but that pain is worth it when you see that your life in itself was worth it and you deserve the world no matter what anyone else has to say. If you lost someone that you truly love and they truly love you then even though it may hurt like hell for a while you have to keep going because if that person really loved you they would want you to be happy even if it meant without them. You gotta fake it till you make it. I'm not saying everyday get up and smile even thought you hurt like hell, I'm saying get out of bed and hope that the pain will dull a little and smile every now and then and try to go with as much of your normal life as you can.

Answer 2) you may actually feel that you want to die and I cannot tell you your emotions because I am not you but know that once you are gone there is no coming back. And I mean that in the most loving way possible.

Answer 3) you may think nobody cares about you but there is someone who is going to be hurt to know you died whether it be a family member, a friend, or maybe just a random person watching the news.  There is always someone who cares , NO MATTER WHO IT IS THEY CARE AND THEY WANT YOUR HEART TO BEAT AND FOR YOUR FACE TO SMILE AND FOR YOU TO LOVE AND LIVE.

Answer 4) I love you. I love you because no matter what wrong you did every human deserves to be loved and cared about and deserves to wake up and know someone wants you to BREATH and smile your ass off.

Answer 5) your death would affect the entire world. One less person to bless us with their child or their live or their talent or maybe just their fucking smile. Whether you believe it or not your life isn't just a blessing to you but a blessing to us.

Answer 6) your death would affect the world because you could still be alive and become someone's wife or husband and be a mother that gives their child everything you didn't have. You could make your child feel the way you wish you felt. You could be a life saver literally you could be a surgeon or a doctor or come up with a cure for cancer for fucks sake. Your life would hurt because I will always know that whether any one believes it or not there is something we could have done; maybe not to save your life but to possibly save someone else's.
My point to this entire chapter is that I love you and so does someone else and you deserve a life and happiness and you need to wake up and think fuck the haters because they only do this because they are unhappy with themselves.  You need to think about what you really want maybe you could be a mom or a singer or a wife or a sister in law. You can be whatever the fuck you want to be with all my suport....but you have to be living luv.