my rants

LGBTQ community

Hi there....are you gay, bisexual,  a queer, transgender, or a lesbian?!?! If so have you ever felt like you weren't excepted?!?!?....well this page is all for you.i will go into my sad story and then I will talk to you .

I'm 18 but when i was 13 my parents went through my phone and found out i was bisexual. As a kid they tried to keep me away from boys as much as possible..but they didn't think I would end up liking girls . And in a way they were right....I didnt and up liking girls....I ended up liking boys AND girls.

My mother told me that if I liked a girl or was dating a girl to keep it to myself because she would rather I be a slut than like the same gender as myself.

My dad wasnt mad, happy, or anything. He hugged me and told me he doesn't care if I date a boy a girl or a ogre as long as they make me happy and dont break my heart....he said if they break my heart he will break their neck🤣😌💅🏾 . My dad is my #1 bsf.

My one older sister laughed and said girl I already knew . And she said .....you better not date a bitch that dont respect you and hugged me. She is my #2 supporter.

My 2 younger sisters and 2 younger brothers  dont know because my mom said she didnt want them to turn out "like me" . That hurt like hell.

She found out when I was 13 and still said all this to me when I was simply trying to decide who I wanted to be. I tried for the longest to be straight I tried to only like boys.  I even stopped talking to most of my female friends, just to make my mom happy. I slowly became depressed and started cutting myself . I would wear long sleeves to cover the marks. I'd cry myself to sleep at night because I WASNT HAPPY.

nobody noticed..except my sister....I begged her not to tell and she didnt for a while.  I did it all to make my mom happy and she still couldn't even look me in the eye and tell me she loved me.

Then one day my sister walked in on me cutting my wrist and she cussed me out🤣😥 she told me how stupid I was because she needed me and she loved me and all that . She told my dad who made me go to a therapist that ACTUALLY worked....it didnt work for a while though because I'm crazy so she told me when I was angry to use the stress ball......so when I got angry I would throw the stress ball at people. 🤣.

I got better but not completley.....I lost my virginity when I was 16....it was a threesome....2 girls 1 boy. WAS AWESOME...until I realized the only reason the boy was there was because I knew my mom wanted me to like boys.

I couldn't take it anymore so when I turned 18 I got a apartment with my bsf. And I'm happy as hell....I DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT WITH WHO I WANT BECAUSE I CAN AND IM HAPPY.

My mom still hasn't excepted it. But that's ok because guess what : whether she loves me or not I love her.....BUT IM BISEXUAL, I LIKE GIRLS WHO LIKE GIRLS, I LIKE BOYS WHO LIKE BOYS , I LIKE GIRLS WHO LIKE BOYS , I LIKE BOYS WHO LIKE GIRLS,AND THERE IS NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO ABOUT IT !!!!!

TO ALL MY LGBT PEOPLE.....I KNOW ITS HARD SOMETIMES BUT REMEMBER TO LIVE FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY YOU TRYING TO MAKE THEM HAPPY IS ONLY MAKING YOU MISERABLE.  LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND IF ANYONE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY THEN HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH AND KEEP ON WITH YOUR LIFE BECAUSE YOU ARE YOU AND THEY ARE THEM. THEIR OPINION SHOULD NOT FUCK WITH YOUR HAPPINESS.

YOU WAVE YOUR GAY FLAG HIGH.  WAVE THAT RAINBOW LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT BECAUSE GUESS WHAT, YOUR HAPPINESS MIGHT . IF YOU LIKE A GIRL THEN TELL HER AND IF SHE DOESNT LIKE YOU BACK THEN MAYBE SHE AINT THE ONE FOR YOU. IF YOU LIKE A BOY THEN TELL HIM AND IF HE DONT LIKE YOU BACK THEN MAYBE HE AINT THE ONE FOR YOU.

SMILE, LAUGH, LOVE. KISS THE PERSON YOU WANT TO KISS (with consent of course) , LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE PEOPLE WANNA SEE YOUR DOWNFALL SO BE PETTY AND SHOW THEM YOUR HAPPY.

IF YOU LOSE A FRIEND BECAUSE OF YOUR SEXUALITY THEN BABY THEY WERENT YA FRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE.

WAVE THAT GOT DAMN RAINBOW IN THE AIRRRRRR!!!!

OK THATS ALL MY BADDIES. REMEMBER YOUR A BAD ASS BITCH WITH A ATTITUDE AND IF ANYBODY TELLS YOU DIFFERENT THEN THEY CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES .