13 | I am here

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I call you but you never even answer
I tell myself I'm done with wicked games
But then I get so numb with all the laughter
That I forget about the pain

Whoa, you stress me out, you kill me
You drag me down, you fuck me up
We're on the ground, we're screaming
I don't know how to make it stop
I love it, I hate it, and I can't take it
But I keep on coming back to you                       - Back to you by Louis Tomlinson And Bebe Rexha

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Real feelings don't just 'go away'

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"Don't give me that bullshit Andrea

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"Don't give me that bullshit Andrea. I asked-" "Why did you care, Xavier? We hate each other anyway and I didn't want to fight with you in front of my business partners"

"And you think that I would have a fight with my ex-girlfriend for no reason in front of my business partners?" He asked with his eyebrows. raised.

"What difference would it make?" I was asking my self and him the question. Frankly even I don't know what would have happened if I had seen him six months ago.

Would I have asked him what really happened that night? Why he didn't yell at me for leaving or why he didn't ask me anything? Why did he just move on the other day?

He clearly didn't care for me. He didn't even ask Leo or Adrian where I went after I left the apartment. He was too busy fucking girls to give a damn about me.

Two Years ago( After Adrain's Birthday, the next day)

Okay, Aubrey, you have to do this. I gathered all the courage I had and I inserted the keys and unlocked our apartment. Our. It is no longer our apartment. I didn't come home last night. I didn't have the courage to face him.

Is he still there inside the apartment? Did he sleep? Was he drinking again? Was he this miserable like me?

How could he just kiss a random girl like that? Did I mean nothing to him? What bout the last 4 years that we spent together? It wasn't even like he wasn't in his right state. He knew that I was watching him. He looked at me and even smirked. As if he was doing it on purpose.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the voice of moanings. No, This can't be happening.

"Faster Xavvvyyy," I heard a woman's voice. "Ohh yessss"

Tears started rolling down my cheeks. How could he replace me so fast? Within a day? It wasn't even a complete day, he replaced me in less than 20 hours.

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