"it's beautiful" he told me while smiling. At napatitig ako sa ngiti niya . umiwas ako ng tingin . idk why im feeling this ...
"ahm ano green light na "
"are you shy? Don't worry maganda pangalan mo"
"not like that , ayoko lang mag pa gabi kasi baka hanapin na ko ni tita "
Malapit na kami sa starbucks at parang ayoko pang bumaba and idk why . I want to stay more with him. Ang gulo ko talaga para akong hindi psychiatrist sa mga pinag iisip ko
"andito na tayo wait park ko lang"
"ahm- thanks frank"
"no prob , " he look at me and we keep staring at each other for almost 30 seconds now . may sasabihin pa ba siya?
Lumalapit ang muka niya sakin, hahalikan niya ba ako? Damn . im not prepared baka mabaho hininga ko . lumapit siya hanggang he kissed me on my forehead and I feel so respected.
"sige na , baka gabihin kapa lalo at maligo ka ang baho mo"
What ako mabaho? I am high maintenance.
"excuse me what? " nagaglit kong tanong sa kanya , dali dali akong lumabas at hindi na siya nilingon at dumiretso kay kuyang driver .
"manong tara na , umuwi na tayo" nakita ko pang hinabol ako ni frank ng tumutawa and what's funny jerk.
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Morning came , ayoko pang bumangon . I know I have errands today pero parang ayoko siyang Makita pero wala akong choice . how can this happen? Arghh
Brrt! Brrt!
Mom calling...
"hello mom"
"hey darling , how are you? "
"I'm good mom , how are you and paps?"
"he wants to talk to you"
"oh okay , give it to him" napa bangon ako sa pagkakahiga , I was excited to talk to my daddy I miss him
"baby? "
"hi daddy , I miss youuu"
"ha ha ha , I miss you too my baby , kamusta ka diyan?"
"I'm always good dad , ikaw kamusta pakiramdam mo?"
"still kicking ha ha ha "
"dad" he is not in a good situation. I am so worried
"calm down sweetie . im good . how's your errands there?"
"im worried , im going home dad" naiiyak na ako , ayokong andito ako dahil baka may mangyaring hindi maganda at wala ako sa tabi niya
"hash hash baby , your daddy is good . take care of yourself . your mommy is here with me . finish your bussines there then go back here."
"*sniff* yes dad. I love you"
"we so love you , so now good night baby daddy's sleepy."
"good night dad. Mom?"
"sweetie we're going to sleep. Don't worry about your dad he's healthy. "
"I know mom , good night . take rest . I love you bye" I end the call and started crying I am so emotional if we talk about my dad . I cant help him about his situation
Tok! Tok!
"darling? Are you awake?" nakita ko ang pag aalala sa mata ni auntie , lumapit siya sakin at agad akong niyakap . this is what I need now . a hug
"everything's gonna be alright. Don't overthink things"
"I know auntie I just want to be with daddy all the time "
"hash now , he's okay" I know I shouldn't be like this I am a psychiatrist I must know what should I do about this situation , and this is my sickness . I can't control my emotions in people that I love.
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Hello babies , sorry for the late update. Just busy with school
So what do you think about my story? Msg me , let's talk
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