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♡Chapter~88

You slowly rubbed his back and engulfed him in a hug as he sat motionless. "T-They killed........my mom" The boy chanted the same sentence again and again as if he was broken tape.

Jungkook looked at you with his shiny bambi eyes as his lips quivered. "T-They killed mom....y/n." You could see a scared 7 year old behind his eyes.

"I know baby, I know." You pecked all over his face.

"They killed my mom......" He slowly got up and started walking towards the door. Your eyes widened. "J-Jung-Jungkook wait! Where are you going?!" You heard no response as he opened the door.

You ran towards him and pulled him back closing the door. "Where are you going?!"

"To kill them."

Shit

"N-No! Wait! Think sane! Your mom wouldn't want you to do this!" He pulled his hand away and glared at you. "I don't care what my mom wanted me to do. She's dead."

"Oh my god! Calm down! Come back here! We will think through this ok?"

"I'VE CALMED DOWN ENOUGH!" You flinched at his loud voice as he pushed you away.

"I'VE FUCKING CONTROLLED MY TEMPER ALL THESE YEARS AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH! THEY KEPT ON DOING WHATEVER THEY WANTED AND I KEPT ON BEARING EVERYTHING WITHOUT A WORD JUST BECAUSE OF MY BITCH OF A DAD WHO BELIEVED SOME OTHER WOMAN RATHER THAN HIS OWN SON!"

"THAT BITCH AND HER BROTHER KILLED MY MOM AND YOU ARE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN?! I SUFFERED ALL THESE YEARS AND YOU ARE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN?! I WAS DISOWNED BY MY OWN FATHER AND PUSHED AWAY BECAUSE OF THAT BITCH AND YOU ARE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN?!"

"THAT FUCKER HIT AND TRIED TO RAPED MY WIFE AND AND YOU ARE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN?! I'VE HAD ENOUGH!"

"AND THEN WHAT HUH?! SPEND YOUR REST OF LIFE IN JAIL? THINK ABOUT ME! THINK ABOUT YOUR UNBORN CHILD! DO YOU WANT IT TO BE FATHER-LESS?" You cried and shook him. He got out of your hold. "Then what huh? What should I do?! Should I let this slide too?! Should I just sent them to jail and let them be alive the rest of their lives after what they did? Sorry, but I'm not that fucking considerate! I would rather go to jail because atleast I won't live with that regret!"

You stepped back and looked at him in a tearful gaze. "So you are giving up on me. You are giving up on your child for something which doesn't exist anymore."

"T-That's- that's not what I mean-"

"But that's exactly what you said jungkook! You are giving up your future for something which happened in your past!"

"BECAUSE THAT PAST STILL AFFECTS ME!"

"BUT YOUR DECISION IN THE PRESENT WOULD AFFECT MULTIPLE LIVES IN THE FUTURE! WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!?!"

"I can't live without you jungkook! Why can't you see that! You said I'm your responsibility right? Then are you giving up on your responsibilities?! Is this how you deal with your problems?!"

Jungkook closed his eyes and leaned back on the door, slowly falling to his knees. He sobbed like a child. "I'm tired of this shit y/n! I'm not strong enough to bear this. I had given up on being happy a long time ago and spent my years like a lifeless robot carrying out my responsibilities. Everything chokes me up when I try to smile. I can't stay happy like this even if I look like I am."

"Are you not happy with me?" You ask him. Jungkook looked up. "Y-Yes I am."

"Then I trust you. Then I believe in you. I know that you can overcome any problem because you are my jungkook. And I know my little bunny is way stronger than he thinks he is." He hugged your waist and pressed his face against your stomach. "They took everything from me y/n. They killed my m-mom."

"You have me now. You have your little pea sized child who loves you a lot. I love you too. Are you going to leave us alone? Are you not going to protect us like you did before?"

"I-I will." You get on his level and cup his cheek pressing a kiss on his forehead. You gently wiped his tears away. "Then we will fight together. You once said that if you and I are together, nothing can harm us. Why not try it now?"

"I love you." You heard him and smiled tenderly brushing his soft hair aside. "I love you too my strong man. And I know you would never fail me because you are perfect."

"Can I atleast hurt them a little?" You chuckled. "Do whatever you want but just don't kill him."

"I was actually not gonna kill him. I was just too........worked up."

"It was obvious you would get worked up. Heck, I would be sitting on that fucker's chest right now choking him to death if I was you. But I know you are more calmer than me. By the way you pushed me way and shouted at me I thought you were serious."

"Did I scare you? I'm sorry if I hurt you." Jungkook hugged you. "I won't be ever scared of my little bunny." He smiled slightly. "But jokes apart. Let's see how we can make them suffer the most." Jungkook nodded.

"I love you ok? Remember that. You are not alone. We will do this together, I'm here for you."

"I know." He gave you the tiniest of smiles through his tears. You kneeled in front of him and hugged him tight. Jungkook breathed out in your neck and closed his eyes. "I know this is hard. I could never understand what you are going through. But I don't want you getting hurt in the process." He sighed.

"I'm not hungry anymore........" You cupped his face seeing tears falling down. The sight broke your heart. "Baby.......you have to eat. You haven't had anything since afternoon."

He shook his head and closed his eyes. "P-Please no........I'm t-tired........" Jungkook hid in your chest. "I......J-Just want to sleep......." You sighed and helped him up before he clinged on you. Cupping the back of his head, you pull him into a warm and safe hug.

"Go upstairs. I'll bring food for you."

"N-No.......You c-come with me......."

"Koo please........"

"I'll vomit everything out. I'm not f-feeling well."

"Just a little bit? Don't eat the dinner. We can have some snacks." Pressing his lips in a thin line he slowly nodded. You broke the hug and walked into the kitchen to grab some food and he tugs along with your finger tightly clutched in his hand.

"Hmm.........what would koo like to eat today?" You look at him to see his chin quivering again as he tries to suck his tears in. He wipes his face with the back of his sleeve being completely broken as he stared at his feet. Grabbing a packet of chips, you took a water bottle and fetched the remaining pineapple cake you had made the day before.

Jungkook slowly took the water bottle from your hands being lost again. "Go upstairs, I'll switch the lights off."

"P-Promise?"

"I promise baby. I'll just clean up everything and run back. I can't keep the dinner out, it will get spoiled." He slowly let's go of your t-shirt but still stands there. You sigh and clear off everything before grabbing his food and switch off the lights. "Let's go?"

He follows you quietly and sits on the bed rubbing his eyes. "Baby take your clothes off, you will be more comfortable." He was still in his office attire. Jungkook only looks at you with the same glistening doe eyes.

The same vulnerable look when you first met him.

You breathe out and slowly unbutton his shirt before helping him with his trousers. Pecking his face you throw everything in the laundry basket and switch the
air con on.

He shuffles back and wraps the sheets around him staring at nothing particular. "Koo eat." You place the chips in front of him. His shaky fingers grab a small chip and he places it in his mouth. You pull him a hug and he starts crying again.

"We will see what we can do okay? I'll make sure they will regret this." The boy feels his back gently rubbed and sinks deeper. "I-I can still..... remember that day c-clearly...." He says in sniffles. "H-Her eyes were still open a-and they stared at me l-lifelessly.........."

Jungkook's voice comes out muffled and you hugged his shaky figure tightly in your arms safe from everything else.

"It rained red."