Forever together

What just happened

Brook is above

Michaels POV

Once Ryan saw that either me or one of the other boys or girls that we call friends left her a present she stomped her foot and ran out of the room screaming. What I guess was that she went to the boxing ring. So I went after her.

Once I got there she was beating the punching bag like ruined her life. She might think that it was the people who killed her parents. I had to go over there to stop her from hurting herself with the punching bag. So I went over and pulled her back. She screamed at me," What the hell did you do that for. I was in the zone. I much rather take my anger out on this thing than you. Cause since my parents died I have loved no one like I do you. I don't want to hurt you." I love that she cared about me but I cared about her too so I won't her let hurt herself on a punching bag," I am stoping you because you are going to hurt your self and I love you too much to see that."

Ryan's POV

He just said he LOVED me too much for me to hurt my self. Well guess I have to keep my cuts to my self. They are all over my arms a legs. That means when he sees them shit just got real.Today my bestfriend from back home joined TTU. Her name is Brook. Also
one of Michaels friends joined too. Cooper. Alothough Cooper is less
hot Michael, he has a sweet attidue.
When Brook and Cooper left me and Michael just sat on his bed and
made out together. A small mone left both of our mouths. A couple
minutes later someone knocked on our door and Michael grunted when
they would not stop, so when he got up i went to the batheroom while
Michael made it look like he was sleeping. The bad part about us
making out is that if it got really heated then Michale has a chance
to find out me cutting myself. He would have a fit about me doing self
harm. Then he would most likey follow me around and take any sharp
things out of my reach, or worse tell my brother who tell our parents
and the last time someone did that in our house witch was Richard he
was grounded for three months. No phone, no going out with his
friends, no spending time with his girlfriend. I really think that the
reason he cutting himself at the time was because of her. She cheated
on him with a forty-five year old man, but he is still with her.

Michael's POV

When me and Ryan where making out I felt cuts along her wrist.
That makes me think that she is cutting herself. If she cutting
herself then I need to help her stop. The last person that I know that
was cutting themselves was my brother. After about three years of
cutting himself he died of blood loss and posion that got inside of
his blood strem. I cried myself to sleep after that for five weeks. I
could not get over the fact that he died. I chose to belive that he
was just locking himself up in his room over a fight with our mom and
dad. The next day I am going to ask Ryan about it.
"Hey Ryan come over here babe. Before you ask anything about
this let me ask you a question. Have you been cutting yourself?" I ask
her. She looks at me with fear. Then she said four little words that
made me cry," Yes, for four years. Please dont tell my brothers. They
will go to my parents and tell them. The last time that someone was
cutting themselves in my house they where grouned for three months.
That person was one of my brothers. Please just don't tell them," she
begged me with tears going down her face also." What do you not want
us to find out Ryan." One of her brothers asked behind her.She wipped
around and screamed blooded murrder. The other football memebers look
in our direction to see what was the matter. She studered a bit, " O-Oh
n-nothing just that I am ok and nothing is wrong with me and my arms or
legs." " Are you fucking cutting yourself again. I thought you where
going to stop. After what happened with Richard. Are you doing this
again because of bad nightmeres about the killers Ryan?" Once again
she started to sob," Yes, I cant get them out of my dreams. But this
is worse they are coming after you and Richard. I cont take it
anymore. If you knew what was going on in my mind half the time I am
around sharp stuff, you woukd tie me up and through me in a room
beacuse you dont want to loss me. I have been thinking about sucide
Calum. No one has seen my mood swings where I am happy the I am
depressed then where I am so angry. I cant stand it anymore I thought
moving here was going to change that but being in that fucking gang
and having them fucking follow me all the time because I am their
leader, sucks. One of you can take over the gand when I died. I will fight
and kill people. I will be under your wing if I kill myself or
anything. Oh and newsflash I have killed the killers, they are done
bye bye. Two years ago, but I still can NOT sleep worring about if one
of their men are coming after me. Now you know why I cant love you and
Richard or Michael or Scotty or anyone for that matter. So leave me the fuck alone and DO NOT come after me. Any of you, also if I hear any
of what I just said leaked out to other people it will not be pretty
for you."