Forever together

Break?

Michael above

Ryan's POV

I left TTU and got an apartment with my other brother Allen. Michael and Scotty and Richard and Calum do not know. The reason I am moving is because I passed a test saying that I am free to go to war. I moved in with Allen so I don't have to tell Michael that I am leaving him for good. I left a note on his pillow saying, ' I am sorry Michael but I can't be with you anymore. It was fun and everything but I have to leave. Here if you want to see me go to Brook or Conner and ask for my new address. I will miss you. I am in a gang will you take over for me. All you do is kill people and sell drugs ask my brothers for help. Bye Michael and the first time I try to see you again I will find you just don't be married. Bye for a while. '

I left this morning to go to Allen's apartment. I will clean my room and put stuff away. Get a mini bag ready to leave for war and then leave. All in one day. I ended up being able to have lunch with Allen. Mir was nice to have a meal with my oldest brother and him able to understand what I was doing so I don't think about other things. Allen will tell our brothers a day after I leave what I was doing and when my visiting times are. Also to tell Michael where I was going and the visiting times. He will go to Brook and Conner and tell them cause I have never told them. Allen will tell them the whole story. Allen is also going to help Michael with the drug selling and killing people. I told Allen to kill my gang. I will join one, become the girlfriend of the leader and then kill the leader and take the spot of the last leader.

Today I left for the airport going to Tampa, Florida. From there I will go to the headquarters. They will give me my clothes then I will change and then leave. I won't be able to see anyone for six months then I will visit for two months then leave again. I called Allen to tell he to tell Michael, Richard, Calum, Brook,Cooper, and Scotty where I have gone and when I might be able to see them again. Allen called me back saying something before I heard a new voice. the voice belonged to Michael. He asked me why I left and I just hung up I can't talk to him get feelings that I was trying the avoid while I left to come back and make me change my mind. He was not goi g to do that to me. The only thing I told him was how to talk to me though mail. It was the worst and hardest thing I could have ever done in my life. Leaving to go to war just to get away was hard yet easy. I might or might not like war but I have to go so I can get my personal space.