Just Friends in the End

Maybe....

        Maybe forgetting it all was what I had to do. All the memories. All the fights. All the screaming and crying you caused. I hurt you and you hurt me. We fought it out several times. But you left me broken and untouched. We came out stronger but weaker at the same time. We loved each other. We thought the love would never fade. We thought of Forever and Always. Now it’s all just a blur. I still think of you.

        Of how you would cuddle me at night. Of how you did everything just right. You walked to my house in the middle of the night just to tell me you loved me. You held me when I hurt. But, all at the same time, you were making me hurt. You yelled at me when I cried. You pinned me down when you lied. You cried when I wanted to leave.

        But did nothing when it was you who wanted to leave. We fought a lot and and I cried every time. I was afraid to lose you. You stopped me from the things I wish I never did. I stopped you from thinking of doing the things I did. We were in it together. Together Forever. Now I have nothing. And I’m broken. Now we are Just Friends.