Just Friends in the End

Goodnight

        "goodnight beautiful i hope you sleep good and i love you more than anything you light up my world like no other you make me smile like no other you make me live like no other you make me wanna wake up and do something with my life. I cant believe your mine and i hope that your mine till the day i die and even after i love you so much 3-9-14 is a date that is never ending and always makes me smile hwen i type it. #aaf is always and forever and i fucking mean it more than anything else. #ffa is forever and always and like i aid i mean it. Your mine see how mine and your names fit together like puzle pieces Seth & Haley and how are hands perfectly fit in the other. Or how amazing we can hug and feel connected. I love you so much i would write more but i gotta pee so reply on kik lol ill see it in the morning i love you so much bby you mean everything to me. I Love You goodnight beautiful i love you.”

He texted me this. 2 months before we broke up.

Now it’s “Night.” It hurts so much. But when you think about it. He wasn’t mature enough to mean forever. So what was the point of believing. They can text you these things. With their fingers crossed when they say they promise. I’m writing this and my heart drops lower and lower into my stomach. It’s been a week since we broke up. And I still see him twice a week. To go from conversations that lasted 9 hours to nothing at all.