Silent Letters

Dear You (II)

Confusion
Hesitation
Agony and frustration...
Why am I in this situation?
I keep on thinking...
What is it that I'm longing?
Only to find out,
It's you who I've been missing.

Twilight took over. Stars had been counted.
At break of dawn still I waited.
Who am I to you?
A person you just met.
I have no right to demand.
We're just friends.
Maybe strangers, no more, no less.

The pang of pain in my chest felt nostalgic.
Tears from my eyes wanting an escape, but no...
I won't shed a tear.
If I let a tear escape, It's like admitting that I lost.
I completely fell.

Thoughts wanted to be heard,
Words wanted to be formed.
But pride and fear took over,
I'll just wait in vain,
and hear how quietly my heart crack...
Until all cracks took over my heart...
Until I felt my heart shatter.

And if ever, this is the last...
Sorry I didn't have enough courage.
I let fear and and pain take over.
Please hear the silence of a broken heart.
I may not be much of an importance,
Still for me, I see your worth and significance.
Please hear the cry of emotions
Without a tear shed, but an outburst of feelings...

Dear you,
I am genuine with the words I send.
Please hear me out when I say I love you.