Waiting for someone without assurance is like a punch in the heart in each passing day. Knowing that anytime, he might meet someone new... Someone better than you. he might forget you. You got nothing to hold on to. It's like killing each butterfly that flutters in your stomach.
"Can we be more than friends?"
"Good friends?"
Behind every "hahaha" has a hidden "huhuhu".
Every encouraging word has its concealed pain of tears.
I agreed to remain as friends... 'Cuz at least I have a reason to stay connected to you. At least there is something I can treasure with you... even if be it just friends... good friends.
Who am i kidding? I want you. i like you. I love you. Yes, i have fallen for you... But what you're asking for is just too much. I'm tired of being quiet waiting for your attention when you are busy asking for anybody else's attention... i'm tired of not being noticed... I'm tired of being voiceless... I wanted to agree t o you... But I don't think I can expect the worst. I don't know if I can handle the aftermath of the worst that might happen. It might add another scar of one-sided love.
So what now you ask?
friends... even it means another wave of pain for me.
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Silent Letters
CasualeUnsent letters filled with unreciprocated feelings written with utmost sincerity.
