Is the Captain okay

Toxic thoughts

Captain Barnacles P.O.V

After the incident I went back up to my room, I fell into my bed and pulled up my sleeves, I stared endlessly at the cuts. Why am I so pathetic, he probably hates me more now, I wish I was a better person, I don't deserve to live they deserve better. I'm a terrible person, I'm a worthless piece of trash.

I should just die, they wouldn't miss me, they wouldn't care, They hate me. I want to die, I have to die, I just don't know how yet. I'm useless and I'm a burden, they don't deserve a terrible person like me, they deserve better, they deserve so much better.

I look over at my clock it's six in the morning, I head down the Octoshoot to the launch bay, and I begin doing my work, I'm so pathetic, ugly, and useless, I'm a worthless Captain.

(Later) Kwazii left in the gup B to just have fun, I look over at Dashie and she smiled at me, "Hey Captain how are you" she asked, "I'm good" I lied.

(So much later that the old narrator got tired of waiting so they had to hire a new one)

Kwazii been away for a while, "Dashie can you track Kwazii" I asked, she turned on the gup finder, "Captain I can't track him" Dashie said "his gup isn't showing up." This made me worried and I yelled " Kwa- Dashie press the Octoalert. " she pressed the Octoalert and all of the Octonauts came to the launch bay, "Octonauts we can't find Kwazii on the gup finder, witch means he crashed the gup and might be hurt." I said trying not to panic. " What are we going to do Captain" Peso said. "We have to find him" I said. "Tweak and Peso come with me." They came with me and I went in the gup.

(Even later)

We've been searching for 2 hours, and I've been feeling terrible, I'm such a bad captain. "Captain look" Tweak said, I looked at where she was pointing and there was the gup B, we head out of the gup and examine the gup B while looking around it. I noticed Kwazii while looking and swam quickly over to him.

I looked at Kwazii he was passed out and luckily his helmet was on, "come over here quick" I yelled, Peso and Tweak swam quickly over to me and saw Kwazii. We got him into the gup and we had to get him back to the Octopod quickly. Peso was in the back trying to help Kwazii, I was driving fast but I was being careful.

We got back to the Octopod pod as quickly as we could, Kwazii was taken to the medbay and I was left worried. Kwazii got into a crash and passed out and

He might be having a nightmare about

HER.