Is the Captain okay

I... have an Idea

Captain Barnacles P.O.V

I hope Kwazii will be okay.

(Later)

It's been around 2 hours and Kwazii hasn't woken up, I try not to seem very worried. Kwazii so sweet and he had to go through so much, I don't know what to do. I hear some one come  down an Octoshoot, I look over to see that it's Peso.

"Captain, Kwazii woke up, and as soon as he begged me to get you." Peso said. "Okay Peso" I said, I went to see Kwazii, he was holding his back tears. "Kwazii" I said as I walked towards him. "I had a nightmare about her" he said. "I'm so sorry Kwazii, you know she-" I tried to say before I was interrupted by Kwazii saying "I know Captain,but it's so hard to believe that."

I hug him tightly, he hugs me back. I love him so much, he doesn't really need me, anyone else could comfort him. Kwazii I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

We stayed like that for a while, we let go of each other I could tell he still felt a little anxiety but I hope he's okay.

(Time skip)

Kwazii came out of the sickbay and was fully recovered, he smiled at me. I smiled back, I didn't feel like smiling but I couldn't let him know all of what I'm going through. He doesn't need another thing to worry about. I hate being a burden, I need to die but how do I do it. I heard a crash of thunder and Kwazii got spooked, he jumped a bit and shook in fear. "Are you all right Kwazii" Dashi asked. "Yes" Kwazii lied

I know he lied because thunder is one of his triggers. I feel horrible

(Later)

I was reading a book Peso had suggested to me, it was really dark but a very nice read, unfortunately it didn't make me happy. I put the book down and laid down in my bed. Late at night in a week,

That's when I'll do it.