My Only Light

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TW's this chapter:
-(Child) abuse (emotional+psychical)
-Suicidal thoughts/depression

George POV
Monday 6:43 am

I yawned and turned to my side. I was awake early, just as always. I stretched a little and grabbed my phone. Dream and Sapnap texted me.

Pissbaby
ey georgie, im so excited. my plane leaves at 5 am so im in england around 7 pm. its 2:43 am now.

You
why arent u sleeping

Pissbaby
why are you awake you idiot

I rolled my eyes and smiled.

You
shut up

I smiled and opened Sapnaps texts.

Sappynappy
ey ur awake? my plane leaves around 6 tomorrow so im one day later than dream.

You
alright, see ya

Sappynappy
see ya, im so excited

You
same

I closed my phone and laid down. I was excited, but on the other hand totally not. There were some things Dream and Sap didn't know about and I wanted to keep it that way. I sighed and stood up. I know it was very early, but I just hated laying in bed whilst doing nothing. I was sneaking down the hall and walked downstairs, trying to make as less sounds as possible. I made myself some toast and sat down on the couch.

I looked out of the window and watch a bird building his nest. I smiled at the sight, but it made me a little sad too. A bird with their kids, watching over them. I wish my parents would watch over me. I wish they would take care of me. I felt my eyes filling with tears as I kept watching the birds. A tear rolled down my face and I decided to look away. I ate my toast, but I just wasn't hungry. I put the last half in the bin and sat down again.

I suddenly heard footsteps on the stairs and I curled myself up as a ball.

'George?' I heard my mothers voice.

I sat up, acting like I wasn't scared at all.

'Yeah?'

TW EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHICAL  ABSUSE (Skip to TW OVER if you want).

'Why are you here?'

'I couldn't sleep.'

'You can sit here, but your dad and I have to pack our stuff, so don't you dare sitting in our way.'

'I won't.'

My parents were going on a holiday and that's why I invited Sap and Dream over.

'Go away then.'

'Where do I have to go? I'm just on the couch.'

'You take way too much space.'

I looked down, I was just sitting on a quarter of the couch.