I'm so fucked, my life sucks, i just panicked and left archery because i missed so much and i panicked because i got mad so i left and i've been panicking so hard because my dad comes back tomorrow, i need help, i dont have any friends anymore, i dont have my own bow because shit and i have my youthgroup meeting tomorrow and i cant be in my dads apartment afterwards and my parents suck and my dad is coming back so i couldn't focus so i panicked and now my like way to relax is ruined and i dont know what to do and i just left and now i'm crying and i'll be seeing mum in 5 minutes and i dont think i can keep all this inside anymore and i don't wanna talk to anyone about it bcause it'll stress my family and shit and everything sucks and i cant fucking see what i'm typing properly and my sister took my key so i cant lock myself in my room and i dont know what to do, i have nothing and no one and i cant take this anymore, i don't wanna go home i just wanna die, i might kill myself if anything else goes wrong and i'm just so sick and tired of everything and just, urgh

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