So i keep having this nightmare over and over for the past few days... It starts with that i'm like sitting in my room crying, cutting or talking to myself, then i hear my dad come home and after an hour or so i go to get a glass of lemonade and my dad looks he right in the eye and told me that he heard me, to which i start crying and then i either scream " no, you'll never know" and run and jump out the window and die then wake up, or i scream "nooo" but like workers from a mental hospital rush in and put me in a straight jacket and force me to go to the mental hospital and take a lot of pills so i'm high all the time and i just sit in a padded cell with a straight jacked and then i wake up, i always wake up crying and my life's been real shit lately so i fall asleep crying too, i stay locked up in my room all alone mumbling to myself without a purpose, only reason i haven't killed myself is because my dad doesn't deserve it and i don't want my brother to ask them where i am and then as he grows up they'll have to tell him
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Randomin this book I will write EVERYTHING I would tell my best friend(or alike), if I had one. I will write about things that make me cry or things that make me smile, different things that I think play a important part in my life and what things make me...
