Just friends.. (Dreamwastaken X Reader)

Chapter 13

Y/N's POV: I woke up from the nap about 1 hour, and another movie I have never seen started playing. I looked up to see Clay, drooling all over the pillow, holding me. Jesus, he's so adorable. I slowly slid from under him, as the sun set. I went down to his kitchen to make us something to eat. I wasn't that big of a cook, so I just made macaroni and cheese, with a bit of ramen. I walked up stairs to wake him up.
"clay wake up, I made you dinner!"
I did have to say I felt proud of my cooking.
He looked up at me and smiled. I tried grabbing his arm and pulling him out of bed, but instead he just used my shoulder as support to get up, Ouch.
We walked down stairs to eat. I went over to the table then heard him say,
"You know you can sit on the couch right?"
He said while stretching, having his hoodie lift up.
"O-oh n-no"
"Come sit!"
We ate in comfortable silence, while selfish by Madison Beer played on repeat. (Not saying I like her) We both finished eating and went to the sink to put out bowls in there.
"It's dark"
He said.
"You suppose?"
"You know what that means?"
"Wha- Oh! Yessss~!"
We ran outside wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, it was probably below 40°. Clay grabbed a ladder from behind his house, and placed it against the roof. I hated to say I had a terrible fear of heights. He climbed up the ladder first, waiting for me at the top. I had to do it, I closed my eyes and quickly went up with ladder.
"You did it!"
He said fist bumping me.
My face turned pink, knowing I had to tell him my feelings. I smiled, and then looked back at the stars. Not a cloud was in sight which was...great. We laid back on the roof, and had small talk about a lot of things. I looked at him, and then looked at the sky.
"Clay, there is something I need to tell you."
He looked worried.
Was this a good idea? It could completely ruin our friendship. God...it's better to try and fail than not try and fail.
"Well, ever since we met in real life, I always felt like there was something between us. What I'm saying is that, I have feelings for you, Clay. I really tried to hold back on telling you this...but I couldn't do it anymore. It completely okay if you don't, I just don't want to ruin our friendship."
He stared at me.
"Wow...that's...wow.."
We didn't say anything for the next 20 minutes.
I did it, I fucked up our friendship, great job Y/N.
I slowly felt my eyes starting to drop down.
"Hey, can w-we go back inside and sleep. It's pretty cold, and I'm really tired. He nodded his head yes, and grabbed my hand. We both went down the ladder, him first and me second. We walked inside and he went into his room. I went into George's 'room' to sleep there, since I couldn't handle the embarrassment of being seen. I grabbed George's huge bean bag he had, and slept on it.