Secrets (EDITING) ( ✅ #12) (11/30/20)

🌺 4. Memory

"I love you." He cupped her face and kissed her softly. "I love you so much!" He softly said in between kisses. "Me too." She responded, still kissing him. "Me too." She sighted, and separated the kiss. "But.." Her eyes started to water, "We can't. We can't be together." He dropped his hands from her face to his sides in sadness. She let out a tear and took a step back.

"Fatoş." He whispered, softly grabbing her hand. "Please no."

"We can't." she repeated herself, and sofly retrieved her hand from him. "I love you. But I can't be with you." and she walked into the park and disappeared into its darkness.

End of memory

"I'm sorry," she whispered and wiped her tears. "I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry I ..." she gulped down some saliva, and wiped more tears. "I haven't seen you in a year, a whole year without even seeing you, without even knowing anything about you. A whole year, until two days ago." She wiped her tears. "You looked so handsome at the wedding." She continued to wipe her nonstop tears. "I'm sorry my love. But I can't be with you. If my dad finds out, he will destroy you. Destroy me, destroy us. I'm so sorry." She wiped her tears as she kept looking at the papers in front of her.

Beginning of memory

"Fatoş are you ok?" Nazli asked before walking in the salon. "He's here." She said standing by the door and seeing Engine talk with some people as Sanem was dancing with Can and Ferit was dancing with Leila "Deep breath." Nazli told her, and she nodded. "We'll go in when you're ready." She nodded again.

"It's a good thing I already have some liquor in my body." she barely smiled, and Nazli nodded with a soft smile.

"You almost drank the bar at the airport, plus what you had on the plane. So, yeah, I guess it's a good thing. At least it will help you get through tonight." Fatoş smiled, still looking at Engin as she kept standing by the door. "Are you sure you want to go in?"

"It's my baby sister's wedding. I have to go in. I don't have a choice." She shrugged.

"Ok. Then I'm ready when you are." Fatoş took a deep breath, "Stay here." She told Nazli, "I'll be back."

"What are you going to do?" Nazli was worried, holding Fatoş's hand.

"I am going to make a fool of myself. I need to."

"Fatoş" Nazli was worried.

"Nazli, please." She pleaded and Nazli gave her a soft smile and fatos walked in to make herself look like a fool at the wedding.

End Of memory

Seeing you there at the wedding killed me, but I know you also missed me, I was able to see it. I was able to sense it. I was able to smell it. You miss me, you miss me as much as I miss you. But we can't, we can't be together." She wiped her tears and turned her attention back to her computer and kept working on her project.

"Why are you sad?" Berk walked in Fatoş's office, and she quickly cut the picture she was looking at on her computer.

"Hey! I didn't see you walk in."

"I just got here. But why are you sad?" He softly asked walking up to her. "I was remembering when Sanem was a little girl and fell and broke her arm, and mom blamed me." It's true. It did happen, but she needed an excuse to convert up her sadness.

"Aww!!" He hugged her. "I bet you miss her a lot. I know you two are very close."

"We are, but she's happy." not really! But I know Sanem, I know everything will be ok. She will talk to Ferit, and everything will be fine. She yelled in her thoughts.