I hope the gates open up when I get there . I pray that my soul is spared , cause I swear I'm tryna do right . I help the helpless and pray every night . But will I still win even though my blood is filled with sins . Will I still prosper , though I suffer tryna be a better me . I'm trying hard can't you see ? I wish I could lay my life down on pages , but there aren't enough trees in the world and even if there were it wouldn't make sense . If I spit my life to you from beginning to end , you would look at me like its jus pretend , but this is my life and I'm still ticking , got me smoking weed and cigarettes , whatever gets my BIC flicking . I never thought as children as an option , but I hope I have some so I can prevent these problems from taking control of them . I will protect them from all of the things fucked me up , and give them all the advice that will not leave them stuck because nobody was there to teach me . I learned on my own how to be a woman and how to be a man . I could never be dead broke cause ion have a problem flipping grams . I could never be pressed for pussy as long as money keep flowing . And I was born to finesse niggas out they valuables without them even knowing . See I was constructed to be corrupted and incarcerated before I walked the stage . But I fooled everybody , and still shit on them today because they told me I would fail but instead I prevailed and am progressively progressing myself to be better than I was last week . So when that judge looked me in my eye and said you're innocent , I knew I got off by the grace of God with that incident . So will I be walking through those gates when the time comes , cause I heard that when you make change your sins can be replaced with love from above .
