Kinda related to Dream.
Actually totally related.
Beginning before Dream, y'all.
End after dream.
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Dear Araki-sama.
Wait wait, you're so gonna scold me like HELL if I call you Araki-sama.
Bruh.
ANYYWAYS.
When I write you this letter, it's our 2 month anniversaryyyy ^^
Should I buy you cake ?
Hmmmm...Nah, lazy~ !
www, sorry
ANYWAYS, MAIN TOPIC.
I'm gonna die, Araki
I'm gonna fucking die and I can't do anything about it, but cry and pray that, even if it hurts me, even if it hurts us, I'll be able to live with this hellhole called Illness longer, just to be able to still talk to you ?
I wonder, will my prayers get heard ?
Will you actually still see me ?
Will you actually still love me ?
Hey..
I know we couldn't get married.
But we promised to love each other until death tear us apart.
So, if I die. Will you still love me ? Araki-san, will you wake up everyday, hoping to see me, hoping to hear me answer ?
Or will you just give up on me ?
I know it's selfish of me to ask something like that, but, please.
Don't give up on me, or at least, don't give up on me the first month.
I love you so so much, Araki-san.
...
Let's drop the honorifics, it's getting annoying.
Like really.
So, Araki.
Please don't forget about me just after my death.
It actually hurts...Really hurts to realize that when I'll leave, you'll find someone to make you happier than I ever did..
I probably was a bad boyfriend.
I'm sorry for whining that much.
I'm sorry if I made you annoyed by praising you everytime.
(Truth is I was hopping you'd praise me more if I was also praising you, after all, you're always acting tsundere during our dates ww)
I'm sorry for anything bad I've done while we were together.
Araki..
I'm so sorry.
Love you ♡
-Nqrse.
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The red-haired tightly gripped the letter, clutching the wet-from-tears paper, as he sobbed.
Why was truth always that hard to admit ?
No matter what he does, no matter how much he writes letters, his dear Nqrse won't come back.
He never will.
And this hurts him so much.
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