BIG WARNINGS
This contains the said topics :
-Suicide
-Death
-Self-harming
-Bullying
-Abuse
Please, remember that I do not approve any of these. Suicide is never the answer. Really. Nor is self-harming. Tell someone when you are bullied,please.
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Day 1
Hello ! People told me it would be better to tell my feelings in a diary, so here I am..So, let me introduce myself ! My name is Nqrse !
Day 2
Good morning ! I slept 13 hours...I feel so tired...
Day 3
I'm tired
Day 4
I'm tired
Day 6
I slept for two days
Day 7
Hey, why is my mother bleeding ?
Dad called the ambulance, we ended up going to the hospital.
Day 8
Mom wouldn't wake up since yesterday. Is she dead ?
Day 11
She's dead. Dad really feels bad.
Day 12
Dad said it was all my fault. Is it really my fault ?
Day 14
I went back to school. I regret it so much.
Day 21
People shouldn't fucking laugh at you when they hear your mom's dead.
Day 24
Why is everyone hitting me ?
Day 27
Luz tried to kill himself. His arms were bleeding so much..Just like mom.
Day 28
They say he is in a coma. Guess what ? I know he won't wake up.
Day 29
I'll never forgive them for wanting to leaving me.
Day 51
I hate it
Day 54
I hate it
Day 56
I hate you
Day 57
I hate you
Day 61
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
Day 64
Kill me.
Day 65
They also killed dad ? Why not me ? I am much more a bastard than him.
Day 66
I hate it
Day 106
I hate it
Day 207
I hate it so much
Day 209
I forgot school was that terrifying.
Day 267
That's it.
Day 268
My hands are so bloody..
Day 269
Forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me
Day 271
Farewell.
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