the secrets that changed me

20: victim

I feel my body rais, over the grasp of Taehyung's arms...

he starts to run as I rest my head on his chest and let go...

tae- y/n! y/n open your eyes!!! please!!! (crying*)

tae- I need you!!!

Tae pov

I feel y/n rest her head on my chest as I carry her down the building and outside where there is an ambulance waiting for her...

I lay her down on the bed and she grabs my hand, her eyes are closed, and her hair is wet from blood and sweat... tears roll down my cheek as the people lift the bed onto the ambulance and her hand falls off my hands...

what have I done?...

the woman that I love is going to be hanging onto life by a thread because of me?...

I was supposed to protect her and look at what I have done...

I can't control myself and drop onto the ground on my knees as the ambulance drives away...

I can't hold myself in any longer and start to sob when I feel an arm on my shoulder... I slowly turn and see Jungkook also crying and kneeling to me...

jk- sniffs* it's okay she will be fine...

tae- (clinches jk tightly) weeping) it's all my fault... sniffs I couldn't protect her...

jk- no don't say that... it is not your fault...

I am crying onto jk's shoulder when I feel someone hold my shoulders and raise me to stand up...

jin- taehyung stop...

I look up at a shaken voice and see Hyung about to cry...

tae- I am sorry I couldn't--

jin- stop blaming yourself what happened today was not your fault!!... just like it wasn't your fault all those years ago...

tae- b-but Hyung will y/n ever come back to me if she finds out I am the reason everything is so messed up in her life... when she finds out that she--

jin- stop!! (hug taehyung tightly) it was not your fault (starts to cry) you were too young to know what was wrong and what was right... sniffs* and as of y/n she--

tae- she could be gone because of me... (sobbing*)

jin- YAH!! I am telling you it's not your fault, did you see he hating you for what happened no right and I am pretty sure y/n loves you do much to hate you for something that wasn't your fault...

tae- but I put her through so much pain(wipes his tears away)

jin- (hold Taehyung's face) and she went through all that pain to get to you and it is not like you didn't go through anything, I know how hard it must have been for you too... you both went through so much...

suddenly Jimin runs up and hugs me from behind...

Jimin- it's okay taehyung-ah you did well and y/n will be perfectly fine...

soon everyone runs to me and gives me a big hug...

rm- sighs* okay then I guess some of us should head to the office and finish the work...

hobi- yeah you're right ...

suga- rm, hobi, and I will go to the office and...

jin- I will head to the hospital.

jk&jimin- we will come with you to...

suga- tae your gonna go with them right?...

suga- tae? tae! (taps Taehyung's shoulder)