the secrets that changed me

30: re calling

Jk- d-do you, r-really remember all of us and everything!

jk says to me in a voice of excitement yet his eyes fill with tears...

y/n- of course, I remember... did i-i lose my memories or something???

jk- y/n what my favorite drink...

I look at jk giving him a confused look as he pouts and gives me a babyface...

y/n- stop making that face you look ugly and it is banana milk.

rm- okay yeah she is being mean she is back everyone.

jimin runs up and hugs me softly...

jimin- we missed you so much...

y/n- h-how long have I been here...

I ask everyone as the hug breaks.

hobi- you have been here for about 13days.

y/n- what! I was asleep for that long!

jimin- you woke up once and had forgotten us...

y/n- for real!.?

jk- yeah you even forgot me.

y/n- who would wanna remember you... Hyung did also forget who you were?

jin- you just forgot everything till the day we got here...

jk- why are you being even mean than before...

y/n- you want me to be nice to some people who almost got me killed-

I pause as flashes of what happened before I passed out came to my mind...

everyone looks like they are dying from the inside as my words hit them...

I feel bad, from what I remember they are FBI agents so they were just doing their job, I can't blame them for doing their job. it won't be right of me to do so.

y/n- i-i a-am sorry I-

jk- don't be, your right...

jimin places his hand on jk's shoulder and sighs...

jimin- he is right, you have all the rights to hate-

y/n- I-I can't hate you all if you weren't there I might have died...

jk- but we were the ones who get you in that situation...

looking at the faces of the older s who stare into the floor with shame and guilt. knowing that in a way they were the reason I ever ended up like that.

y/n- no, It was meant to happen...

jin- what are you saying...?

y/n- it was my fate to meet the doom, you all were the ones who tried to stop it but no one can change what is meant to happen.

rm- y-y/n we are sorry...

y/n- it's okay I know you all wouldn't have wanted me to get hurt.

suga- I-I thought you wound of thought that we betrayed you-

y/n- I did... until you all ran in looking so handsome in your uniforms all suited up with guns and other things. you all looked like heroes from a movie or a drama.

I say those things with a smile which the guys see. a cover of relief hovers over their faces. Slowly small smiles appear and all of their eyes sparkle in joy.

hobi- you remember that part, i-i thought you were too hurt to remember all of that...

y/n- I was, but you all look too good for me to not notice. haha...