[ So? How Many Times Do I Have To Die? ]

Chapter 1

[ Why!?! ]
Chapter 1:

All I could see is black...nothing more it's just me and the darkness enveloping me in a hug..

Nothing..it's just nothing..A space where nothing but darkness exist..
Have I been here for like how many hours was it? Days? Weeks? Years?

Noone knows..it feels like an eternity since I was brought to this place of nothingness..
Even though it's only been 2 hours since I have died..

I wonder how everyone is in the living world..
Are they crying seeing my dead body?
Or the opposite?

Hahha..ofcourse it would be the opposite..all they do is beat me up to a pulp...all want was for me to die..that's what they all want...

...

That's..What..I..Want...

Ever since I was brought to this world..
I would thought that it was enjoyable..
But my expectations disappointed me..
I have thought my own parents would be happy to see me..to say "I love you" to me but...

All they said to me was that
'I was a Mistake'

Hahhahah..they never truly loved me..
My own parents doesn't even love eachother..
They both cheat on eachother...fight with eachother..they hated it..they hated eachother..

They hated me the most..
I don't know why...
I've been trying my best to impress them. Well they do praise me..a praise without a meaning..just nothing..

The two of them are considered rivals, they hate eachother since the day they met.. they fell in love with a different person...

The two of them confessed their love to someone they like and wants to have relationship with.. but all of that ended..

Well..they were together because of the Forced Marriage that both their parents put up, for their future they say, for the family they say..it's for the business they say..

Both my parents married without love engagement..

And they put the blame on me...

My friends, my family they all ran me out...what did I do to deserve this?
All I wanted was for someone to be by my side that's all I wanted...

Well.. enough about me...
But what's that glowing orb thingy..

As I was watching the glowing orb, I approached it...
As I soon touch the orb, the only reply it give me was...
A flashing white light..

I covered my eyes with my arms to block the light..and

I saw something or someone perhaps..

" Greetings.. Azumi Nazutami, [ Welcome to the Afterlife ]"

"Afterlife...huh..?"

"It was sad that your life ended so quickly..well you were not suppose to be dead.."

The person before me was a Beautiful Woman, she looks like at her mid 20's, white pale skin, long platinum golden silky hair with slight curls on it, she has beautiful golden orbs that stared right at me as if she was looking at my soul, her red plump lips and her hour glass body.