Welp, lately my life has been great. I have two amazing friends. That sounds bad but its not i love them with all of my heart. Things could be going better but i love how things are now. Altough charlie has been making me so mad lately and im getting behind on my english work and im still procrastinating it. I pretty much just dont care about more than like four people in my life right now. Everyone else can go fuck themselves cx i have done my best to cut most drama out of my life and ive done pretty well. Of course there is always turmoil in the land of Valerie's mind. Dont get me wrong my self esteem is almost as high as wiz kahlifa. I love myself but im conflicted about this guy that ive written about before but his real name is Michael cx. I love him more than anything but of course things dont work out. We still talk alot we plan on being together in the future but thats a long time to wait and why should i use it on him if im not even sure if things will work out in the end. But i trust him so i'll continue doing what i am and hope things go up from here. Btw the only reason i wrote this is because emily wanted me to okay? Okay.
