Fuck. Okay so its been forever and so so many things have happened. I broke it off with Michael like all of it is gone. Im in a happy (long distance) relationship with my best friend, Charlie. I have almost no friends! But thats pretty much completely my fault. I really cant wait until i go into high school hopefully ill get a clean slate and tons of new friends. Well im going on vacation in a couple of days. And when i get back ill be going back to the state hospital.... over summer ive developed an eating disorder... i now suffer from Anorexia Nervosa with a bulimic subtype. Basically what that means is i barely eat anything and when i do eat i purge it. Yes i know its gross... so yeah thats how my life is going. Im fucked up and have lost my friends. Okay bye.
