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Crimson ~ Subaru Sakamaki III

Subaru Sakamaki x Reader

Crimson Red.

The color that will forever haunt him. 

It can't be helped.

He sees the color everywhere.

And eventually, the dreadful color, has been stained on you.

Subaru held your passed out self in his arms, the cold substance seeping in his school outfit as he held onto you. A deep sigh escaped his lips, matching the frown etched on there. His pale hands kept you secure on his chest as he hesitantly licked off the remaining blood

The sweet liquid that flowed in you.

The only thing that will satisfy his hunger.

And he hated  it.

Almost as much as he hated to love you.

The horrible fate of you, (Y/N) (L/N),

The curse of being a vampire's feast.

The lingering taste of your blood brought Subaru pain and pleasure. He wasn't sure why it did. Was it his guilty conscious?

In any case, the white haired male had to get you cleaned up. The smell of the blood might attract his elder brothers, and would cause a havoc in the mansion. He might have finished licking your neck clean it doesn't necessarily mean that you are completely blood-free. 

So, Subaru picked you up in his arms, holding you bridal style. He walked over to the bathroom you used often. 

Subaru might be here, but his mind was somewhere else as he walked. Thinking about what his life may be like if he hadn't been a vampire. If he was normal, just like you. He opened the cold handle door and walked inside, shutting it with his foot. Subaru placed you down on the counter, making sure you wouldn't fall before he walked to the tub. The vampire scrunched up his sleeves and started up the water, making sure it was hot, just like you enjoyed. 

A thought rushed through Subaru's mind as he dipped his hand in the warming water. What would you say if Subaru had asked you what he was thinking right now?

Disregarding his previous thought, Subaru began taking off his school shirt. Subaru tossed the torn garment on the counter, next to you. He didn't bother taking off his pants though.

Letting out a soft curse, he wondered why he was doing this again. But the logical part of his mind mumbled a phrase that made him remember. You love her.  Clenching his teeth, a small blush formed on his face. His cold hands started unbuttoning your black cover, taking it off and setting it on the side. He took off your shoes, and wondered if you were still passed out from blood loss. 

Subaru picked you up once more, and placed you in the tub. He came in behind you, both of you getting your clothes soggy. He grabbed the bar of soap, gently rubbing the bar against his hands before dropping the soap and taking your blood stained arm, dipping it in the warm water and massaging it until the blood was gone, mixed in with the water. He repeated his motion until he got to your stomach, in which Subaru started to lift up your wet, white shirt.

You, suddenly snapping out of your blood loss, let out a soft groan. You flinched, feeling a hand on your stomach. Quickly throwing your elbow back, it rammed into Subaru. The male let out a grunt, his eye twitching. "Damn it (Y/N)." He mumbled, placing his head against your back. A small sweatdrop formed on your forehead, contrasting the small blush. "W-Why are we in the tub...?" 

Subaru huffed, his breath tickling your skin. "I had to clean you up."

"...Oh." You nodded your head. "I-I can do the rest though."

Subaru regretted the idea. "No, Let me finish.' He said. 

To keep the mood peaceful, you didn't push him any farther. 

Subaru finished cleaning you up in a small minute or so later. He paused, letting his hands linger on you a bit longer. "(Y/N)," He mumbled, looking at your back. 

You let out a soft sound, showing you were listening to him. 

"What if I told you that I... Want to...." Subaru was hesitating, trying to form his words correctly. 

"Subaru...?" You asked, turning your head. 

The vampire pressed his forehead to yours, a smile on his lips. "If I said I don't want to hurt you anymore. What if I wanted... To become extinct..?" 

Your (E/C) eyes widened in horror. "S-Subaru you can't--!" You objected. 

"But I've hurt you so much (Y/N)," Subaru's voice seemed to be cracking. The tough vampire's walls were falling down. "I've seen the sickly color of blood too many times.."

You cupped the white haired male's cheeks with your wet hands, and stared at him with your eyes teary. "Promise me you won't." You replied in a soft tone. "I freely give my blood to you... Because.... Because I can't stand living without you..." 

Subaru's crimson eyes widened ever so slightly. The colors of crimson that surrounded seemed less and less taunting with each passing second, the color eventually fading away as he accepted it.

You poked the male's chest, tears bubbling in your eyes. "Please Subaru, promise--" 

"I promise (Y/N)." Subaru smiled gently.

I promise.