August has been gone for three months now and Ari is five months old, and looking more and more like her daddy she call herself started to talk she's even crawling so now she's getting into everything everyday I look at the picture we took when I was pregnant with her I just smile cause august is a good father to her and she loves her some Augy but he need to hurry up and come home to see his babies. I was in the kitchen fixing Ari another bottle just in case she wakes up when there was a knock on the door I put the bottle down I looked through the peep hole but couldn't see cause I'm short I opened the door
“ I'm back baby ” I jumped on him and kissed him
“ babbbyyy!!!”
“ you got thicker ”
“ and you got stronger”
“ yezir, where my child”
“ in her crib in the den ” we walked in the den, she was up when she saw august her face lit up, she stood up in her crib bouncing around he went over to her and picked her up she was smiling
“ Da-da” when she said her first word August had a huge smile on his face
“ you said da-da huh daddy bayybayy” I went back to fixing her bottle the house phone started ringing I picked the phone up and answered it
“ hello?”
“ Desirée ”
“ yes ma”
“has august gotten home yet cause I don't like it when her leaves you there ”
“ yes made it home, and ma he has no choice but to leave cause he's trying to keep a roof over me and your granddaughters head ”
“ I understand that but I don't want taking care of a child by yourself ”
“ I'm not ma damn give some slack some damn time please”
“ excuse me”
“ give him some damn slack”
“ you better watch your mouth ”
“ whatever ma” I hung up in tired of her trying to judge my man. I hung up the phone and walked upstairs. Right at this moment I don't want to be bothered all she does is judge somebody especially August I know he ain't the perfect dude but he damn sure is a good dad and a fiancée so leave my man the hell alone please. I set on the bed and put my beats on to listen to my music to take my mind off of this shit.
“ Let me tell you bout my self, I'm not scared to die
Been through so much shit, sometimes I wanna be in the sky
Wanna know how it feels to fly, wanna know how it feels to fly
Scared of hello, ain't scared of goodbye
I never thought I would be here, I never thought I would get this far
If they say life's like a beach chair, why am I sitting in the dark
Sometimes I just feel like, fuck my life
Fuck my life
Even when I'm up I'm feeling down
Fuck my life
Got niggas locked up or underground
Fuck my life, fuck my life
Sometimes I just feel like, fuck my life
Fuck my life, fuck my life” I turned the music off and took my headphones off set them on the bed got up and went downstairs, saw my ma and dad they were talking to August omg I went back in the room grabbed my phone and beats turned the music back on then walked downstairs into the kitchen to fix me something to eat on. I saw a shadow coming into the kitchen I looked over my shoulder I saw Ari standing by the table I took my headphones off and put my phone down
“ ma-ma”
“ yeah mama , you want a bottle ” I fixed her a bottle and gave it to her I grabbed my bag of grapes and took her and the grapes upstairs I put her in the bed and put pillows around her put my grapes on the night stand and went back downstairs to get my phone i grabbed it and headed upstairs
“ Desiree come here”
“ ma I don't have anything to say to you”
“ Desiree come sit down”
“ I have my child upstairs in the bed”
“ babe go talk to them I'll go keep Ari company ”
“ uggh okay” I set down to talk to my ‘parents’
“ Desiree honey I don't think you should marry this guy”
“ and why is that ”
“ because he's not the guy I thought you will end up with and he's not good for our grandchild should be growing up around ”
“ one he is the guy I thought I would end up with, two what the hell you mean he's not good for ‘your’ grandchild to be around, he may not be a perfect guy but he damn she is a good farther to our daughter and a sure good man to me so I'd you dying like the fact that me and him are together you might as well get over it okay”
“ your not going to talk to me that way ”
“ WELL STOP FVCKING JUDGING MY FIANCÉE JUST BECAUSE HE'S NOT THE GUY YOU WANTED ME TO BE WITH”
“ fine Desirée have it your way”
“ okay I will, now do me a favor would you and leave my house” I said opening the door for them once they left I closed the door and locked it. I thought us moving up here would make us grow closer but I guess we should've just stayed in New Orleans, I walked upstairs to where my king and princess were, when I walked in the room they were sleep he had her laying on him it was just so cute I took a picture of them and sent it to his mom. I set on the bed and ate my grapes I can't wait until I gave another baby but I'll just wait until she turns three probably. Ari started waking up I picked her up off of him so she wouldn't wake him up, I took her in the bathroom to give her a bath I put her in her bathtub and washed her once I washed her I dried her off and put one of her onsies on her, I closed the door and put her down on the floor grabbed me some clothes took me a shower I got out of the tub looked up in the mirror and saw August standing there just staring at me
“ what”
“ nothing” I went back to getting dressed yes I got dressed in front of my man ain't like he never seen it before I walked in the room Ari was getting into stuff like always
“ Ari no-no”
“ no-no”
“ yes no-no” she started back messing with stuff again “ Ariana stop touching stuff” I picked her up and wet her on the bed. I swear this little girl is hard headed like her father
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Is this love real(August Alsina)
Roman pour AdolescentsAugust and Desiree met when she was walking around the neighborhood with her friends then they hook up from there do you think love will be real or is it going to be a fake?
