UNWANTED LOVE ... [ Completed ]

Chapter 35

Shehnaaz couldn't believe her eyes the devil is pleading for punishment worst death . No one deserves to die she can't be so cruel . This is simply not her . She isn't God to make him pay for his misdeeds . Suddenly her cold heart like ice started melting down into water witnessing his guilt and regret . She so wants to hate him ... Push him away .... Run away from this relationship then

why is it so heart wrenching to see him dying under guilt ??

Didn't she wanted him to go through the same ??

If yes , then why is she feeling so terrible ?? Unable to see his joined hands looked away crying cause the scene isn't less than a sharp knife being slashed mercilessly through her poor heart . It's bleeding to see him cry .... This feeling and emotions are new .... Never has she felt so strong for her tormentors .

Why is it so difficult to see him in pain ??

He deserves every bit of it so why is she not able to see him suffering ??

It's so damn complicated she yelled to her stupid heart !!

Sana:- Stop it Sidharth yeh sab Mat karo ... Main koi khuda nahi hoon Jiske samne Tum apne gunhaon ki sazah maang rahe Ho ... Itne pattar dil nahi hoon main ... Yeh sab karke Tum Mujhe bura feel karwa rahe Ho ... You know what ?? Just leave Mujhe tumhare shakal bhi nahi dekhni agar main helpless nahi hoti toh khud Chali jaati (furiously)

Sidharth felt so awful listening to her statements which expressed her helplessness and hatred towards his presence unable to take it anymore he rushed out of the room ready to punish himself for all his deeds . Angrily , proceeded towards his gym area got rid of his tshirt started hitting his fist on the punching bag letting out all his emotions and frustrations . Terrible past kept playing infront of his eyes which shattered his childhood into pieces .

(Flashback)

An 11 year old boy is seen pleading his father not to leave them alone while his mother was a crying mess holding his little babe sister in her trembling arms . That little boy went down on his knees grabbing his leg as if trying to hold on to his life .... His happiness ... His family which is slipping out of his hands .

"Papa please don't go " he kept weeping while his father pushed him away like a trash and walked out of their house leaving them devastated .

(Back to present)

Today hai past life has badly affected his present . Just like his childhood he is gonna lose the most precious and loveable relation which is his wife . His marriage , happiness and future is at stake everything is slipping out of his palms . She doesn't even consider him worthy enough to be punished so Inorder to get rid of this guilt which is killing him from inside he will make himself pay for it . His fist started bleeding while constantly punching on the bag causing it to rip apart . Stood Infront of the mirror excessive sweat kept dripping down his body . Took out the belt started hitting himself mercilessly on his bare back . All the past scenes kept flashing infront of his eyes . The moments when he made his love cry didn't even yell once while punishing himself cause it felt nothing as compared to her sufferings . Blood kept flowing down his bare back unable to stand anymore he fell down down completely exhausted and lifeless . His friends walked into the gym area got astonished to see his state .

"Bura wahi Banta hai

Joh acha bann kar toot jata hai ..."

J:- what the fuck is wrong with you ?? (Yelled)

K:- Tera deemag kharab hogaya hai look at ur back its bleeding !!

Ss:- She is gonna leave me (cried)

Mahi and Shefali stood like a rock as if they have seen a ghost it's so freaking unbelievable to see his miserable state .... None of them could understand the reason behind it .

J:- Kiske baat kar raha hai Bhai ? (Worriedly)

Ss:- Zindagi main pehle baar pyaar huwa aur ab usko haasil karne ki umeed khatum hogaye cause she hates me .... Woh Mujhe Chor kar chali jayegi .... Kaise rahunga main Uske bina ?? (Voice choked)

K:- Relax you need to give her sometime .

The girls were astonished to know that he has fallen for their bestie also he is punishing himself for mistreating her . They felt delighted knowing his emotions . Sidharth asked them to leave cause he isn't in a state of mind for talking to anybody . They reluctantly left to meet Shehnaaz who was trying to distract herself by reading a book .

S:- Kaise hai sanu ?? (Hugged her )

Sana:- Theek hoon Tum sab batao ? (Faking a smile)

K:-(sighed) bhabi we know it's ur personal matter hum koi nahi hote beech main baat karne wale Lekin Abhi Joh Kuch bhi main dekh kar aya hoon Uske baad I can't stop myself from interfering .

His friends passed him a death glare for coming in between their matter while naaz sat there with a huge from totally clueless about the incident which they witnessed few minutes back .

Sana:- Mujhe Kuch samajh nahi araha Bolna Kya chah rahe Ho ??

J:- Bhabi just ignore him Isko bakwaas karne ki adat hai

Kushal couldn't keep his mouth shut without listening to anybody immediately narrated everything which happened in the gym area leaving her devastated . Guilt started building up inside her poor heart felt awful for pushing him away . Never knew he would end up hurting himself . Tears started rolling her beautiful brown orbs for terribly shattering his hope .

K:- Sorry bhabi I can't see my brother suffering please give him last chance (requested)

Sana:- Can you all please leave me alone !! (Mumbled softly)

All of them left the mansion praying for their togetherness while naaz sat there crying desperately wanted to walk up to him and scold for his stupid actions . Just can't push him away it's like her heart now wants to give him a chance cause he truly regrets mistreating her . She isn't stone hearted to let him suffer also end of the day their isn't gonna be any difference left between them . Doesn't wanna do the same which he did to her kept waiting for him didn't realise when sleep took over her .

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