Sirius X Reader One Shorts

i love you, and dont give an dam

You had only just joined the second order if the phoeinx with your best mate tonks and (f/n). Ever since you've joined you court the eye of the famous Sirius black who like you, but knew that he couldn't have you seeing as you where young and to him he was old. Guess one moment can change that.

"Sirius what you looking at" You asked him as you noticed him starting at something as you where making him and you some tea.

"I'm starting at the most beautiful woman I've seen since I have been out" he answered walking up to you with an devilish smirk.

"Oh really black" you said turning to face him where you had to realised that he was inches away from you.

You both didn't say anything, for an few seconds until Sirius....

leap awake from his dream, which was more like an nightmare. He bare chest was now breathing heavily as the sweat drip down his chest and on to the bed sheets that covered him moments ago. This reaction was often caused by the very thought of you, an woman who was an younger and so full of life. To him you deasved better then an sad old man, who was an convicted criminal for God sake. These thought often infected his mind ever day and give him so hope that you would return his effection before they truned sour.

Even at the meeting he ever really noticed and listen to the sweat sound of your voice, that made him feel so alive agian in an long time. For once he only felt happy when either you or harry was around the place. The rest of the time he drink or remain up stairs until the sound of company filled the sad old house.

"Can't belive I'm the one falling for the girl" remarked Sirius to himself as his face light up the realisation that in this situation was just like the girls at Hogwarts years ago. I mean then they'd be the one runing aftee him, ow how he broke so many hearts.

Even with this reflection Sirius knew he had to get up and to him sleep was nothing but an memory now. With that he wiped the sweat off his face and moved his tired body to the shower. Soon as the water hit his chest he felt better, so he just stood there still as an picture and allowed the water to drip to the floor.

He remained like this for an few seconds before he heard his mother screaming the place down. This made him shot out the shower and towards the stairs with some black tourse on to at least keep who ever it was from being scared.

"Shut up you old hag, its not like your alive to stop me and least i dont shag my family" Sirius heard you shout at the picture, which made him laugh and relax an little.

He reached the top of the stair where he saw you runing up. You jacket and hair was wet to the bone, it must have been really raining. Even looking like this it still to Sirius made you look beautiful.

"Before you saying anything I want to say that I love you Sirius ever since I come into this house, where I know that old hag hurt and broke you, so bad that you think you not worth saving, but to me you are and I want you nothing else" you confessed to him before he could let out an word.

The room remiand silent, not an word was spoken because Sirius couldn't believe what he just heard from you. I mean you returned his affection and to you he was worth it, so maybe Sirius did over react. However the fact still remained that he was older and most likey couldn't give you the life you deasved in his eyes.

"Sirius please say something" you slowly spoke staring at his face that showed you that he to felt the same about you.

"(Y/n) people will talk, beside there not much chance of an life with me" said Sirius trying to hide what you saw so clearly.

"I don't give an dam Sirius and we can make one" you said walking start up to him and bring your lips to his qrikely before he could stop you.

Sirius didn't pull back or try to move you away, instead he kissed you back with every bit of love he had for you. This to you porved he felt the same and wanted you fully. The kiss itself to you both felt amazing and natural that you never wanted it to end. However you needed air, so pulled away but remained close to Sirius. He to remained where he was with his hand now around your wate.

"I just don't want you hurt, it would kill me (y/n) cos i love you" said Sirius putting his head on yours, not wanting to left go out of fear that it would be the last.

"Sirius life is boring without risk, espailley if it insures love and happiness after the life you've had" you said wanting to take an chance at loving his man and to give him The happiness he desaved.

"Use my own word against me, now never thought you'd do that" said Sirius trying to changed the subject.

"Youll find I'm fully of supirse, black" you said putting your hands around his neck so that you could play with his hair, which you could tell was driving him crazy.

"Ow I bet" said Sirius smirk at your remarks before left you up, so that you legs where around his waste.

"See you have few tricks to" you said as he moved towards the wall, so he could support you better.

"You've seen nothing yet" said Sirius before he brought his rough lips to your neck, which was now driving you so crazy that you let out an moan.

He cought that moan from you, so began kiss and suk your neck more hard. It was having more of an effect then even you realised, because your moan where more louder and often. You could feel him smirk at the fact he still could make an girl this emotion and it was you feeling them.

"You going to actual do more then that black" you bearly manged to speak before you left out another moan as he got an sentive spot.

"Who say i wasn't" said Sirius as he removed his lips from your neck to your mouth to kiss you once more this time more with love then before.

You where to busy moving you hand all over Sirius exposed chest to notice you both moved to his old room. The smell the cigarettes and after shave hit you hard, but you didn't mind. This was because Sirius often smilled like them and you loved that smell being close to him these past few weeks. Also that was the sort of smells you liked, cos you where attracted to these types of boys.

He cearful layed you on his bed, before looking at you for permission, which you thought was sweat of him. Now that he had the permission from you, let the fun begin.