Sirius X Reader One Shorts

i see your monster

It was 5th year and you where seat at the grinffindor table with Lilly, alice and marline your only female friends. you also had the marauders seating with you, seeing as James wanted Lily and you where good friends with Sirius. It was breakfast so you seat next to Sirius. This also meant mail arriving and it wasnt an good one  

"Prongs how about we sneak into the slytherin common room and put a load of grinffindor stuff all around or could use one of zonko stuff I've still got" said Sirius to James, marking sure that they where on the same page with pranking. They where always up to pranking it never stop esspailly at breakfast.

"Your on, so why not do both, it get better reaction just imgaion there faces" said James making the prank a lot better in my view.

"Do you guys ever stop pranking" said Lilly as she was busy eating and looking at an book with remus.

"Ow lillyflower it's an habbit, we just can't stop its in our blood" said Sirius.

"Don't call me that black" snarled Lilly as the mail came faling down on the tables infornt of each studant.

These could be any thing from family at home, which you missed a lot so you saw the mail in front of you and opened it. You found an letter and an tinny carved phoenix. It was beautiful and knew that it was your mum always made with the words love you my little phoenix engraved on it's wing. It was her nickname for you since you where small, which made it ever so spacial to you. James on the other hand got sweats and even an jumper from his mum. Lilly got some books and so did remus, along with his favtoiue chocolate. The girls got some wired little bits thst you had no idea what they where.

When it came to Sirius mail he got sweats and an jumper from miss potter seeing as he was second son to her and was always round James home, esspailly after his mother did an number on him. Soon after an second owl drop an dark coloured letter in front of Sirius, which made him look frightened.  This made you turned to him and put an hand on his shoulder. At this view you saw that it was fancey and had the black family crested on it, which meant this mother.

"Sirius" you spoke knowing he wasn't okay he was scared of her, which you wasn't surprised about after the way she abuse him all the time.

"It's fine" said Sirius not wanting cause an sence infornt of his mates so he shoved the letter in his pocket and walk off leaving you seating there.

"Is he okay" asked James noticing his friends reaction and standing up to follow him.

"Let me go, he'll talk to me" I said as you got up and ran after Sirius, who was most likely in the astromsy tower alone so that's where you headed.

You walking up the never ending stair case to hear the sound of crying, which made you move a lot faster because it was most likey Sirius. You heard him cry often because of her so always tired to be there as his freind. As you walked up to the top the crying grow lowder and there was Sirius seating with his hand berrying his face with an rip letter by his side. It look like an howler that must of been hell.

"She not worth your tears sirius" you said approaching him and placeing your arm around him as you sunk to his level. He didn't say much at all but leaned into your chest and pulled both his arm around you. You both where now fully embracing each other and it felt nice.

"I know, but it's so bad this time I've been kick out cos i wouldn't behaviour like an black" sobed Sirius.

"How bad show me and you don't need that family or her" you said kissing his head to be comforting to him at this difficult time.

"You'll hate me" he sobed still in your arms and not wanting to let go any time soon.

"I could never hate you" you said placing your hand on his shirt sleeve and pulling it up to reavel plenty of new scars, which broke your heart that she made him do this to himself..

"You mean it" sobed Sirius as he moved his face to look at yours, which showed the extent of damge his crying had done. His eyes where so read and the once bright grey eyes had turned empty.

"I mean it, show me the rest" you said wanting to help him cos you knew he wouldn't go to promfrey at all.

He simple smiled and raised his wand to reavel more cuts, brozes and other marks left apon his skin. He even showed you his other arm, which had plenty of scars as well. This made you want to cry because he was good person who desaved better. You also loved him very much so seeing him like this broke you heart everytime.

"Sirius I promise you this stop" you said not wanting him to suffer any more at the hand of that woman.

"Please don't, I don't want her to hurt you (y/n), your last good thing she hasn't touch" said Sirius begging you not to see that woman.

"I won't, but promise me that you'll live with me or even James" you said not wanting to upset him anymore.

"I promise I'll talk to James later" said Sirius calming back down to your chest where he snuggled you so tight. 

"Good, cos it Brack me seeing you this hurt" you said as you began runing your hand through his hair, while the other held him.

"I know it does, I'm so sorry I never wanted you to see me like this because I like you more then a freind" said Sirius, which made you speechless because he was the play boy he could never settle down.

"(Y/n) you okay, I'm sorry to put that on you" said Sirius as he was about to get it and walk away. Before he could you bright his face to yours and planted a light kiss on his lips. It was an soft short one that made it clear that you always had grown these feeling towards him. It began around 3rd year but at that point you burried it because it was Sirius he could never settle down.

"Guess that mean you like me back" said Sirius you both ended the kiss and just look into each other eyes.

"Since 3rd year" you said wanting him to know that this was going on for a while.

"I like you since I first meet you that day I ran into you" said Sirius as he stoke you cheek with his thumb.

"You should said sooner and you know you can share your monster cos I'll chase them away" you said moving you hand to his one that was on your check.

"I know I'm idiot, I know but I'll chase your away to" said Sirius smiling more then he had done moment ago.

"True but your my idoit" you said before kissing him again. This time it was still gentle but was filled with more passion and confidence as the last one. It showed that you wanted each other even after all these years of being friends. I guess you both always had chemistry but only now diced to act apon it, which you where glad about. This meant that you where each other and it wouldn't be any other way.