JAUNT

CHAPTER 9

"FKKKKK!!!!!!"

I slightly flinched. who could it be, other than this idot.Rishi suddenly wraped his hands around my neck from behind.

"Uh...u are really. SHAMELESS!"

"So do u"

I shrugged it off. I was pretty interested to see whats in the book. On The cover of book. There was a girls pic. Its the face of the girl. She's beautiful. Her hair left untied. Its moving due to the breeze.

Rishi sat beside me. I kept the book on the floor so that both of us could see properly. I opened it. In the very first page, there was a paper. I unfolded it. It was written:
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MY SKETCHES

                         I'M SORRY! I CANT TAKE YOU WITH ME. MY ALMIGHTIES ARN'T ALLOWING ME TO TAKE U WITH ME...FK...I LOVE U. I LOVE DRAWING. I CANT LEAVE MY SKETCHES LIKE THIS! WHY SUCH THINGS HAPPEN TO ME!WHATS WRONG IF I SKETCH? IF I SPEND MY TIME ALONE AND FEEL HAPPY. EVERYONE IS GONNA PAY FOR THIS!!!I HATE GOD FOR DOING THIS TO ME.. IM A FKN 15 YEAR OLD GIRL. WHAT HAVE I DONE THAT YOU SHOWER THIS MUCH GRIEF IN MY LIFE! IF I HAD SPENT PEACEFUL TIME, ITS JUST WHEN I DREW AND WROTE FOR MYSELF! I DONT EVEN HAVE THE FORTUNE TO TAKE THESE THINGS WITH ME.FKN MY THINGS!!!!

IF SOMEONE IS READING THIS.. IAM RUDRA..15 YEAR OLD GIRL. ITS MY HUMBLE REQUEST.. PLEASE KEEP THESE SKETCHES SAFE... THEY ARE MY HEART. CIRCUMSTANCES ARE MAKING ME LEAVE THEM HERE...PLEASE!!! AT LEAST I'LL BE IN A HOPE THAT THEY ARE SAFE! I DONT REQUEST THIS TO GOD. CUZ U NEVER FULFILLED MANY OF THE
THINGS WHICH I REALLY LOVE. IM DONE!!!!

RUDRA

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While reading this I was dumb. I was completely involved. I felt someone asking me with teary eyes to keep these drawings safely. I understand an artist's feelings. When the drawing that i made is torn accidentally, i pop up with anger and more importantly, pain. Aahh! This girl..she might be really sad for leaving her drawings this way. She didn't abuse her parents for asking her to do this. Kind! Humble! She had had a hard deal. Its like giving u a sword and asking you to stab yourself or fight the battle that you are damn sure that u r the one who's gonna loose. This girl earned my respect.

"Fighting champ man! " said Rishi

I nodded. I was feeling sorry for her. I was a bit sad. I was silent. Rishi caressed my shoulder and patted. I looked at him and smiled. I took a breathe and turned the page.

The first drawing is a potrait of a girl wiping off her tears. Hiding her face..

Next one is eyes of a girl filled with tears.

This one is aahh... tranquil! Hope..

Aahh! Spectaculous! A woman with beautiful hair,flower and a pearl necklace.

A tribal boy.

A girl with her hair in a messy bun. Cool spectacles. Closing her eyes. Sems to be in her peace of mind.

his one is done with oil pastels i guess.  A face of a woman. In that a girl sitting on the hill top and enjoying the view. Its Full of beautiful colours.

A painting of butterflies comming out of a jar in the beautiful night sky.

Anime girls.. awesome!

Aahh... this one.. i dont have words to describe this feeling...

I think this is how most of the people feel.. i feel fortunate that i have pretty understanding parents. I never felt this depressed. My eyes mist up...i didnt let them cross my eyes. But i could feel my face turning warm. This heppens to me when i think too much.. get tensed...

Ahhh... how did this girl draw this perfectly.. damn.. great!They are fantastic! Pain was blent with the pencil..i could evidence her feelings. I dont know how others look at sketches but i get connected. Not All of them are resembling grief. Pretty good. She is a great artist...idk when people are going to think outof the box. Huh.. i feel bad for the girl..I wish i had a chance to meet her.. i would say how talented she is. Aahh.. i dont know if she is angry with her parents or no. But im fuming with that now..
why do people always want
rankers..fk!!! im beyond mad!!!

"Ria.. let's go babe.."said dad

"Yeah dad!" I said comming back to the reality.

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