People called me fat...
I do feel offended...
But now, that the word "fat" become my nickname...guess what?
I'm getting used to it...
"Have I ever thought of dieting?"
Yes absolutely...
I want to wear dresses and look absolutely same with the advertisement...
I want to take a shadow picture and look perfect just like in a movie...
I want to live a healthy life just like you...
I want to be like everyone else...
But the struggle I'm in is too much...
I've then realise that changing is not as easy as I thought it was...
Eating just an apple a day...
Feeling guilty for the wrong portion of food...
Only feel good when eating in front of the mirror...
Locked my self in the room so I won't eat anything...
But still the society was like...
"You're getting fatter you know..."
"You're actually just wasting you're time..."
"Have you ever think of surgery?"
Now I know...
The only reason I am dieting is to jump out of people's perceptions...
-shezz
