I am overthinking...
Sometimes I think it is way more better to not have any friends at all...
Cause when you are an overthinker you'll see everything...
And sometimes you'll changed everything...
From good to bad
From best to worst
From positive to negative
Even they just laughing about something....
Making eye contacts to each other...
And other actions that might make me suspicious....
I started to feel very uncomfortable...
It feels like nobody want you to be there...
The unwanted feeling started to overwhelm me...
Or maybe I'm just super overthinking...
I then told myself that no one is your best friend nor friend....
When you know me you just someone I know...
Then I realised it hurt less...
~shezzy
