The wrong kind of love

Chapter Three

Y/N

In that moment anger was all I could feel as I ran up the stairs to my dorm, making sure to slam the door behind me.  How dare he call me a mudblood.  How dare he kiss me, but it was a nice kiss,  no, I can't think like that I am with Cedric and he treats me well.  As I angrily strut in the bathroom turning the cold tap on and aggressively splash my face with water as I grip onto the sink, slowly lifting my head up so that I'm staring myself in the face looking myself dead in the eyes and I hated it.  I hated myself and in that moment I  did the only thing I could do. I pulled my arm back as I formed a fistand used all my force to punch the mirror, removing any existence from the mirror. 

I stood there for a minute admiring what I had done, as the adrenaline started to wear off my hand began to throb.  I looked down and all I could see was red coving my bruised knuckles.  Shit, I needed to go to the hospital wing. I could hear the door open, as I stumbled out of the bathroom I was faced with a smug looking Pansy eyeing me up and down,I needed to get away I needed to be alone.  Seeing that look on her face made my heart beat faster and anger began to creep up again I wanted to punch her so badly, but thankfully for her I'd already punched the mirror, so I barged past her pushing her hard out of myway hearing a thud as I excited the room.

There he sat, notorious Malfoy oblivious to the effect he just had on me. All I could see was red as I marched towards him, my blood boiling at this point he needed to know how I feel whether he wanted to hear it or not.  His eyes fell onto mine as he slowly turned to face me, he was like a deer in the headlights completely unaware of what was about to happen.

"Y/N-"He nervously started as he noticed my bloody hand.

"How dare you call me a fucking mudblood!"  I screamed as Draco slowly began to rise from his seat.

"And how dare you fucking kiss me"  I screamed again as the look on his face changed from concern to complete shock.  Words continued to escape my lips before I had a chance to process anything  I was saying. 

I could feel my eyes begin to water as I tried to push the tears away the last person I wanted to cry in front of was Malfoy, as my vision started to blur I saw him cautiously edge closer to me feeling his warm touch brush up against me.  All I could focus on was his warm,rough hand cup my left cheek as his thumb wiped away the only loose tear that had fallen down my face. I closed my eyes as I felt his grip move from my cheek to the back of my neck sending shivers down my spine, as he pulls mw closer to him I could feel our noses touching. Without warning I cave and let myself cry into his chest gripping onto his shirt, but somehow with every tear escaping I felt safe in his arms, I felt protected like nothing could harm me as long as i were with him.

He steps back and gently guides me to the chair sitting me down as he grabs my beaten hand and stares at it for a moment before here aches into his pocket and pulls out some tissue as he gently starts dabbing away at the blood.  The silence surrounding us both wasdeafening as I intently watched as he grabbed his tie wrapping it around my hand securing it in place, with that he gazed up at me andfor once I started to see his soft, caring side.  It doesn't last long however as he stood up and briskly walked away as I was left alone once again.  I looked down at my hand trying to process what had  just happened as I realised he left a mark by using his tie, I slowly got up wondering into my dorm and to my relief Pansy was already asleep as I got into bed leaving my thoughts to take over.

Draco

AllI could do was just stare into nothing as I thought about what I hadsaid to Y/N, why did I call her a mudblood she definitely hates menow.  I was rudely interrupted by the sound of a loud thud and heavyfootsteps as I lifted my head up locking eyes with Y/N as looked downI saw her bloody beaten up hand, had I done this?

"Y/N"I said with a worried expression on my face.

"How dare you call me a fucking mudblood!" She screamed at me anger filling up in her eyes as I stood up now level with her,

"And how dare you fucking kiss me" Once again she was screaming at me but this time I was in shock, as she continued to scream and shout at me, but I wasn't focusing on that I was more focused on her beaten up hand and what had happened.  My focus was pulled back as I started to hear some sniffles coming from Y/N, I don't know what came over me but it made me upset seeing her cry I slowly walked over to her and gently cupped her cheek as I used my other hand to get rid of her loose tears.  I began to move my hand to the back of her neck pulling her closer into a hug as her hands gripped into my tightly and she started to cry into my chest.  I held her tightly soothing her gently stoking her hair.  Then I remembered her hand so I pulled away gently and took her over to a chair as she became almost limp in my arms and I sat her down carefully staring at her hand as guilty look found it's way on my face.  I needed to fix this I thought to myself as I reached into my pocket getting some tissue and gently pressing it against Y/N skin trying to get rid of as much blood as I could.  I was so focused on not hurting her that I didn't even realise how silent it was and how the only noise you could hear was our breathing becoming in sync.  The only thing I had to tie her hand in was my tie as I took it off and placed it softly over Y/N hand making sure to tie it securely. 

It made me angry knowing I had done this to her, I had hurt her all I knew was that I couldn't be near her I needed to stay away, and with that I stood up turned around and quickly walked to my dorm not wanting to turn around and look at her and the pain I'd caused.