"Y-your my light gon..."

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Killua walked down the hallway slowly, he had never really gotten into an argument with gon the led to killua leaving Gon alone. He let out a sigh and walked out of the hallway. He just wanted a normal day and some breakfast.
He walked over to the table and seen his mother putting plates, forks, cups, and food down onto the table. "Killua, since your here sit down and eat your food. I've already prepared it." She ordered Killua. He nodded and sat down looking at his food. It was biscuits and gravy with a side of bacon. In the kitchen his little brother, Kalluto was getting the cups and pouring orange juice into them. He carried one of the cups and handed it to killua first.

It was obvious Kalluto always wanted killua's attention but killua never seemed to give it to him or even give him a loving glance. Killua was distant towards all his family. Killua took the cup and set it next to his food. He glanced at Kalluto seeing that he was still standing next to him.
(Kalluto is wearing this outfit but I suck at explaining how this looks)

 (Kalluto is wearing this outfit but I suck at explaining how this looks)

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Kalluto started to dress more feminine so he could catch killua's eye. He knew killua was the only "sane" one in this house and he just wanted comfort much like killua did. He wanted his big brother. He sighed softly and walked away to the kitchen to get the rest of the drinks and set them on the table.

By the time he was done setting everything he had already left to go tell the family to come to breakfast. Kalluto was more like his mother's little minion that does everything she wants. What a suck up. That's probably the reason killua wouldn't talk to him.

After a few minutes the whole family was out eating at the table. Killua wanted to hurry up and get out of there soon. Illumi was watching killua eat from the other side of the table. Illumi was no dressed for the day and was no longer in his outfit he wore to bed. He was wearing a baggy black shirt that was tucked into some leggings. His hair was still in a bun but a more well kept one.

Killua didn't like the fact that Illumi was just starring at him, it made him feel nervous and his foot was going to start tapping on the floor. Then everyone would notice for sure and he really didn't want to start a convo with everyone here.
"So Illumi, how's your boyfriend, hisoka?" Killua put some bacon in his mouth casually while Illumi on the other hand almost choked on his food as his eyes widened.

"E-excuse you?? Boyfriend? He's my business partner. End of discussion."  Illumi was clearly affected by that comment and was very nervous that his parents were now looking at him. They were homophobic all the way and would never approve of him dating a man. He wasn't even aloud to date anyways. His parents would be the one to decide the woman he was to date.

"Oh really? Hmm that's odd..because I remember this one time over hearing you to talk about going out to get some cof-"
"I SAID END OF DISCUSSION KILLUA" Illumi snapped at killua and stood up. He was breathing heavily and his hands were trembling. He slightly gripped the table clothe and shakily breathed in. "Sorry mother, sorry father. I think I need to go calm down in my room alone for a moment. Excuse my fowl behavior" he pushed his chair in and walked away from the table and went upstairs.

Now all eyes were on killua. Shit..that backfired. He sweat a little bit and started to eat his food more quickly. "Killua, was what you said true? Or were you lying to antagonize your brother?" Silva spoke out. Killua gulped and nodded "well yeah of course it's true. Haven't you noticed?" Killua didn't look at him. He only looked at his plate of food.He was to scared to make eye contact. "So he is dating a man is what you are saying. Correct killua?" It took a moment for killua to react but he nodded. "Yeah. Yeah he definitely is. He has pictures of his boyfriend on his phone. I seen."

Killua was completely rating out his big brother completely aware of the humongous consequences that Illumi would get. He wanted Illumi to suffer. He wanted Illumi to feel the fear he has made him feel. He wanted to take the one thing that made Illumi feel love and comfort away from him.



Killua laid down on his bed with a loud sigh. "Dammmnnnn..." he closed his eyes and felt like he was going to fall asleep. He had just got back from eating breakfast and needed to rest. He was finally calming down and was about to pass out into sleep but was interrupted by someone jumping on top of him harshly. He tensted up and his eyes opened wide. He loud out a wheeze and a cough and his heart was pounding.

"Hahahaha! You should see the look on your face Killua! You look like you just seen a ghost!"
Oh. It was Gon.
He was not in the mood for this shit. He was just trying to sleep and almost had a fucking heart attack because of Gon and then was laughed at for it.

"Shut up and get off you idiot. You almost gave me a heart attack." He glares at Gon and he quickly rolled off onto the other side of the bed. "Sorry killua..I feel really bad about ripping up your drawing...I cried a little when you left haha" Killua looked at Gon feeling a bit bad for yelling at him earlier. "Sooo I mad something for you!" He got out of bed and walked to the closet and put something behind his back. "Taadaaa!!" He then showed a picture of the two of them outside holding hands smiling. Killua's eyes slightly widened at the drawing. 

He felt his face warm up again and he got a weird feeling in his chest that made him feel all warm and weird. "Y-you...you made that for me...?" Gon nodded quickly. "Of course I did! Your my best friend in the whole wide world!" Killua has tears in his eyes. He wasn't used to this. He didn't understand why. Why...why was he so nice to him...?


"G-Gon...your my light Gon..."

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