Lost~ Chase Rutherford~{{completed}}

~5~

~Camille~

I felt hands shake me awake softly as I opened my eyes slowly. I looked over at who was there. Chase was laying next to me in the bed. Hmm.. I guess he's the one I'm sharing the bed with. I guess it's better than Hamzah cause that would be strange. But this felt weirdly normal to be in this bed with Chase. It really wasn't awkward or anything that you'd think it'd be.
I looked at him. He was smiling softly at me. "Good morning Cami." He said in a soft but raspy morning voice. It was attractive for some reason. Really fucking attractive. I didn't even notice how we were staring deeply into each other's eyes. It was like I just fell into his eyes and I was in a trance. He seemed like he felt the same cause he started to lean in closer to me. Was he about to kiss me? Wait— did I want him to? Yes. I did. As he inched closer I rested my hand on his face. Our lips were so close. I could feel his breathing. Then it happened. Our lips finally collided. Our lips moved in sync as we kissed. I felt a strong feeling about him. It was a good feeling. Really good. He made me happy. I really didn't understand how someone could make me feel like this with just one kiss. But it was possible. He did.
He pulled away from the kiss slowly and I opened my eyes to look at him. He was more handsome in person. "We should get ready." He said softly. I smiled. "Ok." I said quietly and softly. He got up and walked into the bathroom leaving me laying on the bed feeling all of those feelings he just made me feel. I smiled to myself and yawned. Then I got out of the hotel bed and started to get ready. This was my outfit for today.

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I kept my hair down and natural also. After I finished getting completely ready I waited for Chase to come out of the bathroom. I stood outside the bathroom door waiting for him. He finally finished washing up and the door opened revealing a smiling Chase. He looked me up and down and his jaw was dropped the whole time. I giggled softly at him. "Chase I don't look that good." I said to him. "You look beautiful Camille." He said. The way he said that made me feel so loved. But then I snapped back into reality when I realized something. What are we going to tell our friends? And would it be weird for them if we were together? Well I know that if they are real friends they would be happy for us. But I'm just nervous about it for some reason. I mean we only kissed one time. And he called me beautiful. But I still feel like that should be counted as something special. People that are just friends don't kiss. Or even feel the way he made me feel this morning. It definitely wasn't a friend feeling. And it was a new feeling that I've never felt before. It was different than with Logan. Or anyone. It was special with Chase.
Umm chile anyways, after Chase and I finished talking we left our hotel room and he went to Hamzah's room while I went to the girl's room. I walked into the room that Haley and Claire were sharing. When I walked in I saw Haley and Claire dead asleep. Claire was snoring also which made me chuckle a little. I woke Claire up first and then woke up Haley. They got out of bed eventually and got ready for the day. We decided that today we were all going to hang out with Haley's friend Charli. Yes. Charli D'amelio. They've met in person before but I've only talked to Charli online. We were going to go over to her house cause she invited us. Her parents wouldn't be there but her sister Dixie would. So us girls went into the room the boys were sharing and told them what was happening today. They said that they would go too cause they had nothing better to do.
We all left and got in the car. Chase volunteered to drive this time. I sat in the passenger seat next to him. As we drove to Charli's house Chase let me have the aux for the music. I played my Spotify playlist. I also put on Goblin for Claire because she's obsessed. When we arrived we rang her doorbell. The front door opened revealing Charli D'amelio with a big smile on her face. She instantly hugged Haley. Then she hugged me and Claire. She also greeted Hamzah and Chase with a hello. She let us inside and we entered the house. It was huge. Just like you'd think it would be. And it was really nice of course.
We all sat on the couch in the living room.
Then we heard someone step into the room which made all of us turn our heads to see who it was. Dixie was standing in front of us. She smiled and said "Hey guys." "Hey." I responded. "Wait you're Camille right?" Dixie asked me. "Yeah. Why?" I giggled. "I've been watching you on YouTube since 2017 when you were dating that guy. Logan I think his name was." She said. My heart dropped when I heard her say his name. I got a quick flashback of a bunch of moments with him in my mind. It still hurt. Why does it still hurt to think about him? Just hearing his name makes me upset. Still. And it's not because I have feelings for him anymore. It's cause how much it hurt. It was the most heartbreaking thing to see my boyfriend of 3 years having sex with a random girl at a party that he invited me to. I could never forget that. It hurt me so bad that I had to escape this situation I was in right now. I got up from the couch and quickly walked out of the room and into the bathroom down the hall. I closed the door and felt tears fill up my eyes. They started to fall and I knew they wouldn't stop anytime soon.  I sat down on the floor against the shower. Then I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I sniffled. "Chase." I heard him say softly through the door. "Come in." I said quietly. He entered the bathroom, closing the door behind himself. He sat down next to me on the floor quietly. He stayed silent for awhile letting me cry. Once I started to calm down he asked me if I was okay. "No. What do you think?" I said to Chase. "I think you're going to be ok." He said. "How do you know?" I wiped my eyes. "I know you Camille. You can do whatever you set your mind to. You just have to try." He said. I sighed. "For me?" He asked and moved my face toward his with his fingers. He stared into my eyes. The feeling was back now. The feeling he made me feel this morning. I nodded my head. "Hm?" He asked softly. "Ok." I responded. "Good." He said.
I was still staring deeply into his eyes. I wasn't listening to what he was saying. I was lost in his eyes. "Chase." I said quietly. "Hm?" He asked me. "Kiss me." I whispered. He smiled softly and then his lips collided with mine. Our lips moved together perfectly.
After we pulled away from the kiss he kissed my forehead and said "I'll do anything you want me to. Just say the words ok?" I nodded my head lightly. "Mhm." I hummed.
Then we heard a knock on the bathroom door. "Yeah?" I yelled to see who it was. "You guys done banging in there?" I heard Hamzah say outside the door. Chase and I laughed and got up. We walked out of the bathroom and continued on with our day. Everything was okay with Chase. Or maybe I was just lost.

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Heyy!! Soooo I know that I said I was posting probably Monday or Tuesday but my plans were canceled so I had time to write this chapter today. I hope you boys & girls enjoyed💙 thank u for reading xx

—Lizzie🌹