Lost~ Chase Rutherford~{{completed}}

~7~

~Camille~

"So.. like how far have you and Chase gotten?" Claire asked me as Her, Haley and I hung out in Haley's bedroom and listened to Tyler the creator. You might be confused right now cause we were just in LA staying at a hotel. But we decided to leave early cause LA is honestly kinda boring. So we asked Haley if we could stay over at her place for the next week and she said yeah. So now we're staying here.
Haley and I both laughed at Claire's question. "Shut up Claire Drake." I said jokingly while laughing. "You. I'm only 15 Cami." She said smiling innocently. Haley and I laughed. "But seriously. How far? Cause you guys seemed really comfortable making out in the hotel." Claire said. I rolled my eyes. "Let's just say it didn't stop at making out." I said. Claire and Haley giggled. Claire started hitting me with a pillow. Haley soon joined her and eventually we were all having a pillow fight. Just princess queen tingz.
Anyway, you're probably still wondering where the boys are if we're staying at Haley's place. Hamzah had to go back to Canada, so he's on a flight at the moment. And Chase's sister called him yesterday saying that an emergency happened. Chase didn't really tell me what she said exactly though. He just seemed worried. So his sister picked him up and he went back to Texas yesterday. I honestly was let down a little bit because I was looking forward to the date we planned for tomorrow. I do understand if it was a family emergency though. I would do the exact same thing if I was in his position. So I definitely wasn't mad at all. I am going to call him and see what's happening later, just to make sure he's ok.
But right now I'm hanging with my girls. I'm so lucky to have them as friends. When I was younger I never thought I'd get a real best friend. Especially not 4 of them. But I also never thought that Chase and I would like each other. But it worked out. My life worked out perfectly. I'm grateful for that.
I'm not gonna lie, I still get sad and feel alone sometimes. But I know that I will be okay in the end. Even if my friends can't make me feel better, I have my sister. Well and Chase of course lol. But family is very important for me. I know my family will always have my back. Knowing that, gives me more peace. It makes me feel safe. Loved.

~Chase~

My Grandma is sick. The doctors said that she only has one more week at the most to live. It's why I left California. My Grandma is one of the most important people in my life. She's the reason I'm still living right now. Also if it weren't for her I wouldn't be where I am with my friends and TikTok right now. I would probably be playing Fortnite on my couch. I'll miss her so much. But at least she'll be at peace in heaven. I know she will watch over me too. She's my biggest fan.
I know that it will take time to feel better after she's gone, but I can do it. I have my besties and Camille to love me still. And of course my other family but yeah. I just wish that I knew someone that understands this feeling. The feeling of losing someone you love.
I decided to stay here in Texas with my Grandma until she's gone. There's no point to go back to my friends right now if this is happening too. Plus I wanna spend as much more time with her that I can before she's gone. I want to be able to let go. She deserves to be at peace.
I decided to text Camille as I sat in the hospital room. I didn't want her to worry about me at all. She doesn't need to anyway.

Chase😁
Hey bub:)

Camille❣️
Hey Chase how r u??

Chase😁
I'm good hbu

Camille❣️
please be honest with me

Chase😁
Wdym??

Camille❣️
I'm serious Chase.
You seemed really worried when
your sis called you
You can trust me baby:)

Chase😁
My grandma is really sick

Camille❣️
Oh I'm sorry. Will she be ok??

Chase😁
She only has a week at the most left

Camille❣️
Oh:/. Well do you want me to come visit??
R u ok alone there

Chase😁
Babe you're states away. I'm ok
You don't have to come

Camille❣️
Chase...

Chase😁
I need you Camille

Camille❣️
I'm omw bubs ❤️

I didn't want to admit it at first, but I needed her. For some reason I felt like she would understand. It seems like she understands everything. She's just that type of person. The best type of person. You can count on her for anything. She always cares no matter what it is. I love that. I love her. Wait— I love her. Oh my god. I love Camille.

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YUPPP!! Btw sorry this is kinda short. I've been really busy with school and my brother got surgery soo... yeee 😁😁

—Lizzie🌹