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"No!"
Seungkwan woke up from his nightmare that almost made him died. It was just a dream but it look real to him. Similar to what happened to him years ago. The insident and accident. None of it can be throw from his memories.
But he still can feels that some of his memories was gone. He can't remember his parents name. He can't remember where he used to live. He only remember, when he woke up, he already at hospital. Being an oprhan wasn't good when you already know the feeling having parents who really love you.
"Mmm. Not again. It's been a week."
Seungkwan lifted his hand to put his palm on his face. It's been a week he keep dreaming about the same dream. Since he broke up with Wonwoo, the dream he used to forgot, come and haunting him again. He climbed off from his bed and directly to the bathroom.
°°°
"Ha~ Maybe I just should bring Chan live here."
Seungkwand said as he stared at his ramen. He didn't have any appitities seeing the ramen. He didn't have any energy. The dream already swallow all of his energy. Like he was the left that only waiting fo air to blow it far from the other leaf and the tree.
Seungkwan dropped his hand on the table before also drop his head on it. Staring straight to the calender he place on the table. It have lot of red mark that Seungkwan marked it for important event. He look like doesn't have anything to do but the truth he have.
Every month he need to go hospital to do his review. It make him sick and tired of check-up but for his mom and Chan, also the other boy, he do it. He bare with it. Even if he really didn't like it he have too. It for his own sake and health.
He already sick but because of his sickness, he feel like he was dying. The only way to make him cure was trying to remember what happen years ago, go to his medical check-up and eat the medicents he got.
"It tiring!"
He cried. He tired. Like really tired. But there is nothing he can do. Like if he refuse, he only make them worried and put more burden to them. That is one of the reasons. But if he do it, he the one who felt like he put burden to himself. He felt like he trying to kill himself.
Seungkwan lifted his head out of blue. Like he suddenly remember he forgot to took out the cake out if the oven. He stared at ramen that he didn't even touch it.
